Merry Christmas!!!!

I'm not going to be able to post again until possibly Monday, and even that is kinda up in the air. So, here it is my Christmas post to all of my lovely followers. Love you all and hope you have a great holiday season! Xxxx ^-^

You just learned a little bit more about me

Bold what applies to you:

I am a cuddler.
I am a morning person.
I am an only child.
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am left handed.
I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
I bite my nails. 
I can be paranoid at times.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a car.
I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a pet. 
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
I have all my grandparents.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have or had broken a bone.
I have caller I.D. on my phone.
I have bathed someone.
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
I have had major/minor surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have mood swings.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have rejected someone before.
I like the taste of blood.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own and use a library card.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

Graduated high school.
Smoked cigarettes.
Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a concert.
Helped someone.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been broken up with.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Skipped school.
Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Used a colouring book over age 12. 
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
Had a hamster.
Dyed your hair.
Had something pierced.
Gotten straight A’s.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:

Light brown
Medium brown
Auburn
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde
Ginger
Multicoloured

My eyes are:

Brown
Blue
Green
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things

I am:

Male
Female
Other

People sometimes label me as:

Slut
Girly
Ugly
Nerd 
Other

Some of my biggest fears are:

Spiders/other insects
Dying  (alone)
Doctor/Dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
Being alone in the dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals (Dogs)
Open spaces
Lightning

I have:

A friend with benefits
A laptop in my room
A television in my room
Good grades
My own car
Married parents

Epic Adventures...

This blog is not going to make much sense to anyone but Jessica. And you know what? That's ok. At least some of you might get a laugh out of it.

Jess and I went out for supper to Pita Pit. Let me put it this way, we got there at about 1900... we did not leave until 2145 and that was only because we had to. I'm going to do a sorta listy thingie ma bobber... because that'll make it "easier" and also, these are in no real order of how they went tonight. Ayup, so here goes. 

• Topic one that we some how managed to get on. Guys. Yep, common topic with us. First off you should know that any guy either of us dates has to be able to handle the other. So that being said, we came up with this "You've pissed me off, go see Rachael/ Jessica. She already knows you've upset me"... "But..".... "No buts, just go see Rachael/ Jessica. She'll tell you what to do" 
• On from that we decided that said significant other should stock up on pillows, come in very handy for a makeshift padded room. And they may want to invest in a "hug-me-jacket".. aka straitjacket. My mind went off the deep end with that. "Hmm, a straitjacket could come in handy. It limits movement... that could be fun." << Insert Jess blushing here>> 
• Don't take Jess' colours (crayons) ... let me repeat that. DON'T take Jess' colours! Unless you want to be promptly spaz attacked, it's best to just back out the room when she's with her colours. Taking her colours will result in mass beatings and sadness. And no one likes a sad panda. 
• Speaking of colours, at one point I told Jess that if anyone took her colours I'd replace them with glitter paint. That prompted "Yay! Glitter paint!".... But because apparently, Jess is special and eats her colours, she'd also eat the paints. So according to Martika, it'd look like "She blew Edward Cullen"... or to be more tactical about it, we'll name the colour "she BLUE Edward Cullen". Yep. Jess then tried to argue that the paint was not for eating, it was for finger painting on the walls. "So, Jess... instead of blowing Edward Cullen... you gave him a handjob?" << Insert more of Jess blushing here>>
• I am apparently a red crayon... which really means I'm a green crayon , like a tree... wait, no scratch that... I'm the purple one. o.o 
• Peacocks >>> Hong Kong >>> Cock >>> Slim Jam >>> Oh, fun sex position >>> Cock Starved 
• Please don't ask what the previous bullet meant, I've got no real answer for ya. 
• "Jess, can I do something?" *gets up and moves closer to her*... "I promise I won't lick you" .... *gets denied and goes back to seat on opposite side of table as Jess tries to grab my hands* ... "No! Don't touch me... I don't trust you!" << Insert scared people here >>
• Pirates >>> Plundering >>> Booty >>> Rechargeable batteries >>> "Toys" ;) >>> Sex >>> Swing set >>>  Cock Starved
• Again as stated before, please don't ask. 
• *Grumbles and runs hand down Jess' face* ... MRSA!!!
• Shopping in Kroger >>> Unattended children >>> All have been given to the Goblin King until further notice
• I love MY green juice.... 
• I played SongPop in public... that was smart, seeing as I sing along with it, and dance too. Ayup. Pretty sure I scarred some people for life.
• And lastly, after licking Jess' cheek, she decides to rub her face on my chest to "get rid of the saliva"....I   just looked at her at laughed when she called it payback. "You call that payback? You just motorboated me.... in public. That's awesome!" We walk out of the store and as I'm taking a drink of my soda, Jess comments, "Well, I could have yelled MRSA as I did it!". She side-steps me as I spit my soda out onto the ground and Jess laughs, making the comment that it was good that she hadn't caught me mid-swallow.

And that was our adventure for the evening. I'm sure you'll here more of our fun when we go out again this coming Tuesday to watch The Hobbit, go to second breakfast and of course, the highlight of the trip... Cirilla's! Yay adult stores!  Only going because Jess hasn't been there yet, have to rectify that. ^-^

Toodles! xxxx

Boooooored o.o

What’s your boy/girlfriends name? Jonathan.
How did you guys meet? Thru family.
Who asked who out? He asked me out.
Were either of you rebounding from another relationship? No. He'd been single for awhile and I had broken up with my ex about about 5 months before.
How long before your 1st kiss? Haven't had it yet. xD
Who initiated the 1st kiss? See above
Do you celebrate monthly anniversaries or just yearly? Monthly at first, then yearly I suppose.
What was the last anniversary you celebrated? Technically our one month... but, meh, that's nothing huge. xD 
What did you guys get each other? Nothing.
What is your partner’s best physical trait? His eyes or his smile.
What is the nicest thing he/she has done for you? Always being there for me, better than anything money can buy.
Do your parents like your partner? Yeah, they do a lot actually.
Do your partner’s parents like you? They love me.
Does your partner call you by any nicknames or pet names? If so, what? Yes. Usually, sweetheart, Spaz, Little Dove or Rach. 
Do you two have any inside jokes? We have several.
Have you ever gone in public with matching outfits? No.
Do you have the same hobbies and interests? Yesh, we're a lot alike, and yet VERY different.
What do you actually have in common?  Random stuff.
Do you share the same friends? Kind of, sorta... .
What is your partners birthday? 18th April.
What is their zodiac sign? Aries.
What does their sign say about their personality? Not sure.
Do you read your couples horoscope? Sometimes.
Do you even believe in that stuff? Not really.
Ever been given a promise ring? If so, what were you promising? No.
When did you last give or receive flowers? Ages ago... needs to be fixed.
How many teddy bears do you own? From him?.... none.
What is your favorite type of chocolate? Milk.
How do you feel about Valentines Day? Okay.
Were you dating your partner last Valentines Day? No, was in a relationship with someone else at the time.
Are you in love with him/her? The person I was with last Valentine's day... no, not like that anymore. I love him as a friend. If you're talking about Jon, yeah I do. 
Define Love: It’s hard to define, its just a strong emotion, you know when you feel it.
If you’re in love, how soon did you tell your partner? I still find it hard to admit because im scared of love. And neither of us have outright told one another yet.
Can you see yourself marrying them? Yes.
Do you think you are too young to get married? Yes.
Anything you want to accomplish before you get married? Job/ career, house, etc. .
Would you consider eloping? No.
Would you like to pick out your ring or be surprised? Surprised.
Would you like your partner to ask your father or family’s blessing? Kinda a "must do" in my book.
Who would you like to walk you down the aisle? Dad.
If you had a destination wedding where would it be? I want a winter/ fall wedding... so yeah...
Do you already know who you would ask to be in your bridal party? Yep ^-^.

I don't even know

Not really a lot to write here. I mean I lead a pretty boring life, but I suppose it could be worse. I suppose I could start off by saying that I'm excited to hear that The Hobbit is due out this week, that Jess and I intend on going to see it.... but no plans have been made, because plans fails anytime she and I make them. Hmm, I would also like to add a little section here to say that my prayers and thoughts go out to the Lightfoot family and to the Hollis family. Both of which have lost people very important to them recently, and both of them will be sorely missed. 

Found out, no Jonathan this weekend, something about the duct-work at the house. So, Christmas shopping and baking it is. Joy.... I "love" shopping this time of year. Can you tell just how excited I am by that? I love Christmas, don't get me wrong. However, I cannot stand how stupid and self-centered people become around Christmas. It's not about getting/ giving gifts, it's about spending time with your friends and family. Simple as that. Christmas has become a commercialized holiday, as have most of the others. Can't change what society has ingrained in people's minds. 

I'm going to go off on a few tangents. Huh, who'd have thought? Rachael not going off on a tangent would be more of a surprise. xD 

1) I've made the horrid mistake to re-read the A Song of Ice and Fire series by George R.R. Martin. Don't get me wrong I adore this series. But it's been ages since I read it and I forgot how long it is. Let me put it this way Game of Thrones is about 700 pages on it's own... the entire series at least the books that are publish add up to about 4228 pages. Yeah, that's going to be oh so much fun to re-read. 

2) I have low self-esteem already, thanks to experiences with a great many people. I've never seen myself as pretty, gorgeous, or attractive. I don't tend to believe people when they say I am, because I feel I'm not. I know I'm not thin, I never have been and to be honest, I probably never will be. I eat pretty healthy and try my best to stay away from soda/ energy drinks now, not gonna lie I do still enjoy them now and then. I don't eat out at fast food places, and I generally don't eat junk food. But lately I've had a constant reminder that I'm apparently not pretty enough or thin enough for any guy to ever take interest in me. That's what a girl needs right? Being told she isn't good enough, especially by someone who knows nothing of my life. I should just brush it off and ignore it, but it plays in in the back of my head, and sometimes I wonder if what this person say is true.

3) I don't know how many of my readers suffer from chronic migraines. But those who do, understand how truly debilitating they can be. There are days, where just because it's cloudy or rainy, you can't get up out of bed. Other days you're fine. Sometimes your head hurts so bad, it makes you nauseated and dehydrated, usually resulting in a hospital visit, IVs and pain killers... and consequently, sometimes over night stays at said hospital. It sucks that you go to a neurologist to see what's causing them.. and then have no answer. NONE at all. "Oh, it just runs in your family history. You'll grow out of them. Here's some drugs to help." Basically, "You're stuck like this... deal with it." .... Great T-T 

4) I've run out of things to talk about. I had a general idea of what I wanted to talk about and now I'm just out of ideas. I could sit here and ramble, but  that's not very interesting for any of you. So I think for now I'm done here. Before I go, I shall leave you with this... 

 Ta!