Legalities O. e

So, it's been a month since I graduated from uni. Guess who still doesn't have her license or a job? Ayup, this girl. Can't afford to take the actual test, or apply for my license... bigger issue.. I can't get a job to pay for said test or license because and here's the kicker.. I don't have a license. Way to go legalities.. way to go. >.<

Probably the shortest blog entry ever right there *points*... and do I care? Not really. xD 

Pointlessness.... pretty much sums that up

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Eh, yep. 
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Meh, wouldn't bug me.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Earlier today I suppose
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Do it all the time... kinda freaks people out. 
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Not that I know of... :/ 
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yep ^^ 
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Hoodie... 
8. How often do you listen to music? All the time
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? Meh, I can hope...right?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Kinda a mix of both, it all depends. 
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Not in a romantic way...
13. What about ‘R’? Nope
14. Can you drive a stick shift? Yesh
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? At this point in life... no
16. Are you going out of town soon? May be going down to Hilliard for a concert here in the very near future
17. When was the last time you cried? Eh.... Friday in teh wee hours of the morning... for what now seems like a really stupid reason v.v
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yep. 
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Only if I could change them to green. xD 
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Sure. 
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Being called a disppointment... 
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Sure ^^ 
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No, not at the moment.
24. What are you sitting on right now? ...my bed.. o.o 
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Mhm
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yep v.v 
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Jonathan
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Nope
29. Is there a song you can't listen to anymore? There are a few that get to me... but one that I simply cannot listen to anymore is "The Book of Love" by Peter Gabriel v.v 
30. Does anyone hate you? I can think of a few that probably do. 
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? No... not empty ones. xD 
32. Do you like watching scary movies? Ayup, love them 
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Eww, no
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I wouldn't. Everything I've been through has made me who I am today. I regret none of those experiences. 
35. Did you have a dream last night? Ofc I did... question should be if I remember it or not. xD 
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Like 20 mins ago... 
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Meh, I could see it... 
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I have an idea of someone that does... 
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Probably not... 
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Oddly enough yes I did, got to spend the day with Jonathan and got to see Martika. x3
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? No, at that point I was attempting to get over one... 
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Probably not.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yep... oddly enough it's slowly happening it would seem. REALLY hate that. v.v 
44. What’s the best part about school? Not having it xD 
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Ofc I do... 
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Meh, not really. 
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? God yes... and it kinda sucks. 
48. Were you single over the last summer? I was single for a most of it :/ 
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not at all. 
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? ...sleeping... 
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Good, god... no. o.o 
52. Are you nice to everyone? Sadly.... no I am not. 
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Mhm
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yesh, yesh I can. 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Usually
56. Do you think you like someone? I do 
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yep. 
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I think I have an even amount of both as friends
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Three of them,  I think... 
60. Do you hate anyone? I would say hate... but strongly dislike... there are a few, yes. 
61. How’s your heart? Meh, still mending I suppose... but it's being helped out now. 
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Actually quite a few things... 
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Spent a lot of time doing that in the recent past. v.v 
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Idk... and I don't care honestly. 
65. Are your toenails painted pink? Nope
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? I certainly hope not.
67. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Sure
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Grandmother
70. How do you look right now? Like a mess... 
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Three people... 
72. Can you commit to one person? Absolutley
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? One... used to be two of them.... yay for basically falling of the face of the earth >.< 
74. Have you ever felt replaced? Heh... yeah.
75. Did you wake up cranky? I don't believe in morning, so yes. 
76. Are you a jealous person? Lil bit
77. Are relationships ever worth it? Some are.. tho the ones that don't work make the one that does so worth it. 
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Sadly, yes I'm starting to. :/ 
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Ayup.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Run errands. 
81. Last person you cried in front of? My father... 
82. Is there someone you will never forget? Several actually.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Very much so... 
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Curled up on the couch watching movies. xD 
85. Are you over your past? Pffft... no. 
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yesh
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Three people that I can think of. 
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? No... just no. I'll accept an apology... but I want no gifts or anything like that from him. 
89. So, your ex just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Yeah, oddly enough I would... still see him as a good friend. 
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yep
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Emm... maybe... 
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? I know a few. xD 
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? Yeah... 
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Yeah, I was. At the time it was going rather splendidly. Obviously not so much anymore. o. e   
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Mhm, very much so. 
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Absolutely... well, at least to me. 
97. Who do you have texts from? Jonathan, Martika, and Jess
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I don't think I'd say anything... I think I'd be too crushed to say much of anything.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yep
100.What does your last text say? Who is it from? ....You want it verbatim? o.o Emm... *checks msg*----> "You're hands build me up when I'm sinking. Touch me, and my troubles all fade"... yay for song lyrics.. and it's from Jonathan.


Ayup, pointless... but time consumming I suppose, so it did it's job of keeping me busy for like 10 mins. xD

I don't see why I did this.... oh yeah, boredom

Do you regret anything you’ve done so far in 2012?

-  Eh, a good many things

In your phone’s contacts, who is the first person stored under the letter ‘T’?

- Thomas Perkins

How about the letter ‘H’?

- Hope Shoch

How long did it take you to get over the last person you fell for?

- It's taken a while, getting there slowly but surely....

Who do you text the most?

- Jonathan or Martika

The person you like calls you right now, what’s the first thing you say?

-Well, hi there! ( I think we've known each other long enough now that anything different than that would make him realise something was up. Lol xD )

Do you like snow?

- Meh, don't hate it... but I could easily live without it

Who was the last person you missed a call from?

- Jonathan

Do you like it when someone runs their fingers through your hair?

- Uh, yeah... fastest way to get me to completely pass out is to play with my hair xD

Would you kiss the last person that texted you?

- Uh, yeah o.o

How long have you known the last person of the opposite sex that you texted?

- 10 yrs

The last time you hung out with close friends, what did you do?

- Jonathan--Last weekend, Mothman Festival

What type of chocolate did you eat last?

- ....Twix bar...

Has the person you like ever seen you without your make-up on?

- Seen me many, many times with no make-up xD

Who was the last person to make you blush?

- Jonathan

Has the last person you text messaged met your family?

- Yesh

What was the last thing the person you like said to you?

- "Awe, little dove...I'm sorry, I'll be sure to ask next time"

Have you forgotten anyone’s birthday recently?

- No...

The last person you kissed, have you met their family?

- ...yeah...

What do you miss most about your childhood?

- Lack of care and purpose and responsibility.

Are you willing to make the first move, if the person you like is too shy?

- Sure, but I doubt anyone could be more shy than I am.

What do you have in your pockets?

- Nothing right now.

How many of your friends do you 100% trust?

- Like maybe 2....

Where is the person you have feelings for at this moment?

- Hilliard, OH

Have you lost contact with anyone that you wish you hadn’t?

- Sure

What’s the easiest way that someone can tell if you’re upset?

- Quieter than I usually am and the look on my face.

What was the last magazine you bought?

- Massage and Bodywork....Popular Mechanics

Has a close friend ever seriously hurt you?

- Yep, needless to say we're no longer friends

What was the last thing you felt stressed out about?

- Graduating from uni, being unemployed, and confusion with him

How did you meet the last person who Facebook messaged you?

- Kas, IMVU

Has the last person that texted you, ever been to your house?

- Many, many times.

Why aren’t you texting the person you like?

- Uh, I ...am....

How many people would you say you’ve had strong feelings for?

- Uh, Idk... 3.... 2 were obvious mistakes >.<

Do you listen to your friends if they say a guy or girl isn’t right for you?

- I’d listen to them and take their opinion into consideration but it depends how much I like a guy as to whether it’d prevent me from like doing anything.

How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry?

- Relationship-wise.... 4....

Did you like what you saw when you looked in the mirror this morning?

- Meh, can't complain. Lol

Has anyone pissed you off recently?

- Heh, yeah

How many people of the opposite sex have told you they loved you?

- 4 v.v

Does the person you like have any celebrity crushes?

- Yeah

What was the first CD you ever owned?

- Iron Maiden

What subjects do you/did you get the best grades in?

- History, Science and English

What colour are the eyes of the person you have feelings for?

- Blue.

Could you date someone with longer hair than yourself?

- Sure, why not.

Do you know any guys who wear make-up or nail varnish?

- Adam... oddball that he is, doesn't surprise me. xD

Who was the last person you talked to whose name started with a letter ‘J’?

- Jonathan

What was the last thing a friend borrowed from you?

- Camera... I think during the Mothman Festival

Are there any ways in which you’re massively different now, compared to when you were younger?

- I’m more socially awkward and I have no 5 second filter

What is something you really want right now?

- So much...

Very overdue update

So it's been forever since I truly posted anything here. I think it's about time to fix that... so here goes, my attempt at an update. List style! xD 

1) Hmm, last time I posted was in June... so yeah, back from Scotland. It was amazingly beautiful, rain and all. Even with the way it ended up, was still a memory that I'll for the rest of my life. Plus, I got to try haggis, Irn Bru and kilts... so all is good. ^-^

2) After Scotland, I came back and headed back to university for my last module of Massage Therapy school.... it is now safe to say as of today, I have officially finished my course at university and just have to obtain my license and then I'm off to truly start my career. 

3) I got offered a job teaching English to school age children…. in India. Yep, India. I see that working out well for me…. the pale, gingerness do not mix well with the heat and sun. Would much rather stay in a place like I live now, we get all four seasons… not just HOT and HOTTER. xD

4) I turned 21… not that big a deal, except I wasn’t home to celebrate with the family. But what I did end up doing was just as awesome as it would have been had I been here at home.

5) My ginger comrade rekindled my love for heavy metal and death metal again. Hadn’t truly listened to it in a very long time. A five hour drive definitely helped that… and the drive was pretty awesome as is.

6) Spent an entire four day weekend and then some, with Jonathan down in Point Pleasant for the annual Mothman Festival. Needless to say, it was the highlight of the last 3 months. We always have a great time when we get together, even if we do tend to get into a bit of trouble every time we’re near one another. And this trip opened my eyes a bit about a few things that needed answering/ explaining. ^-^

So yeah, basically that’s it, nothing much else happened… to be honest, fell off the grid there for a while after I got back in July for several reasons. Also, I just realised that 5 and 6 should kinda just be the same bullet, because they go hand in hand *shrugs*  oh well, doesn’t bug me any.

Well, that’s about it, until next times my lovelies. ^-^; xxx

Update thingie... sort-ish

So I've been told an update is needed here on Blogger, so here goes.

1) I am utterly tired of uni and cannot wait to be done
2) As of today there are 16 days left until my trip.... probably part of the reason I hate uni so much right now
3) My lovely brunette partner in crime is 500 miles away for the next 11 weeks >.<
4) My father is supposed to be gone and in Florida the day I leave for my trip... that's a good/ bad thing if that makes sense.
5) I finally after profuse moaning and grumbling from Kas and several others switched from my horrible Mac to a normal PC.... guess what? So happy I did, I've missed PCs so much and didn't even realise it.
6) Mum had her back surgery... she's doing so much better now. Still sore and trying not to over do it... but she's happy she can get back to her gardening.
7) Much to everyone's amusement.. for as little as I listen to it... I apparently sing country music with a southern accent.... not sure is that is a good thing or a bad thing for me.
8) I have found I have a huge love for DragonBall Z Abridged.... I wonder who is the culprit behind that one. xD
9) My name has been changed by just about everyone I know to "The princess from "Brave"..." or "Merida".... to the point where EVERYONE at uni refuses to call me by my real name at this point. Can we just go back to calling me my "normal" nicknames of "Rach, Spazz, and Artie"? Please? O. e
10) I am a very, very happy duckie.... that is all.

Wow, this totally failed way worse than I thought it was gonna. *shrugs* Oh, well. I'll try something different next time. xD