17 July, 2013

Ranty- semi update.... thing

One, I am so done with hearing about Trayvon Martin and George Zimmerman, it's not even funny. The fact that this has blow into a whole race issue is just pathetic. Why is it when a white male of the same age is gunned down by a black man, nothing got past the local news. No huge media craziness was made. Hell, when a black person kills another black person, or a white person kills another white person, 90% of the time it never makes it past local news and no one hears about it. I'm not usually one to get in to things like this, but damn it America, get your shit together, because DAMN.

I'm a little tired of people getting on my ass about not being able to hang out with them. I'm sorry that my schedule doesn't match with yours. And I'm sorry that my new work schedule won't either since I plan on working nights, because that is what works for me sleep-wise. If you can't be mature enough to accept that, and can't understand that I am trying to do what I need to, that's best for me, then get out now. That is all on that one.

I've found there is a reason I don't watch the news very often anymore, and that is because most of what is being covered is either wholly depressing, or honestly should not be on the news for more than one night. Case in point Cory Monteith's death... yes saddening, but is it really worth having on Yahoo! News for more than a day or two? No, no it's not. The Trayvon Martin bs needs to stop, it's done and over with, move on in life. Sheesh. 

On a happier note, the cat that my mother kicked out in March much to my dismay, has been living in our yard ever since. He came up to me the other day when I was outside doing yard work. Kind of a nice feeling knowing that he's still alive, well, and running a muck. 
And what he looks like now... 
When I first found him last July... right after coming back from Scotland

Dead Space mobile is going to be the death of me. I don't think I've gotten into a video game so quickly and absolutely loved it as much as I love Dead Space before. Good-bye free time, hello drained iPhone battery. xD 

And now I'm going to go be all spazzy and watch Brave/ read A Clash of Kings. Sorry for the not so real update, it was yet again more of a rant. But oh well. If you don't like what I blog about, then you'd have unfollowed by now... right? Unless you were being weird and keeping track of me... but you wouldn't do that, now would you? Because that's not normal at all. Special people. xD 

09 July, 2013

Another birthday has come and gone.... what fun.

So, today I celebrated my twenty-second birthday. It was nothing extravagant, just an intimate affair at home and then out with a very good friend. I'm past the point of wanting any type of huge party, it's just a birthday.

However, Jess, Charles, and I went out to see Despicable Me 2. It was great, loads of laughs and I got to spend time with my brunette partner in crime. She even got me a hot stone massage kit ( which she really didn't have to, I don't need presents to know I'm loved xP ), which is freaking awesome. Now I just have to teach myself the basics so I can use it on other people. Thankies Jess for a great birthday, I know we didn't get to see one another very long, but it was still great. ^-^

Mum and dad got me an awesome mint chocolate chip ice cream cake ( they remembered my favorite flavor of ice cream ^.^)  and a really pretty Celtic wooden cross. Even put that up on the wall in my bedroom, which is weird to see because just about everything else is off of the walls and boxed up. But oh well, it's gorgeous. 

Only real down fall to my birthday was that I wasn't able to spend any of it with Jon. Granted I did go down this past weekend for his concert and then just to spend time with him and get a bit of work done around the house to make things easier later on with the move. So, in the end totally worth it even if I wasn't able to see him today.

Keanu and I are supposed to go out Friday and either get tattoos or possibly a new piercing for me. That'll be fun, and hopefully it will work out somewhat like we planned.

On top of all that, I have a job interview tomorrow. So here's hoping that goes really well. I need the money, and the benefits. More over, I really just need the money and $10/hr base-rate pay with the possibility of $25/hr and 40 hrs a week... that's damn good money. Plus it only requires me to work one weekend a month, which wonderful to say the least. So wish me luck in the interview. ^.^

08 July, 2013

Well, that was fun....

1-How are you? I feel like death at the moment
2-Post a picture of yourself.  Here ya go
3-Do you ever wish you were someone else? Not really
4-What is your entire name? Rachael Leann Bond
5-How old are you? 21, 22 in about a month
6-Age you get mistaken for: Usually 15-17 ish 
7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: Cancer, and YESH
8-What did you do on your last birthday? I went out for a drink and had supper with Asshat ( Kas/ David) 
9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? Find a job... that gives me a month
10-What is your hair color? Red
11-Have you ever dyed your hair? Nope
12-What is your eye color? Brown
13-If you could change your eye color, would you? Possibly, but only to green or violet
14-Do you wear contacts/glasses? Glasses on occasion, really should wear them more
15-Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it: I kinda hate my body right now... except my collarbones, neck/ shoulders and my newly found cheekbones, oh and my boobs... otherwise, I am not very comfortable with it. 
16-Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? Nope.
17-Say 8 facts about your body: Lots of freckles, it's chubby, small hands and feet, dark blue ring around my irises, 8 piercings, relatively short, I sunburn easily ( Yay gingers!), and I'm relatively flexible. 
18-Do you have any tattoos? No, but I have several planned out. 
19-Do you have any piercings? I have 8
20-Left or right handed? Righty
21-What’s your sexual orientation? Straight
22-Do you drink? Rarely
23-Do you smoke? Never
24-Do you have any pets? Several
25-Where do you work? Unemployed... but I have an interview on Wednesday, wish me luck 
26-Something you are working on right now: Packing/ going thru everything I own
27-Do you have any “rules” about food? Yep, but only those who know me well actually know what they are. 
28-Where are you from? Toledo, Ohio
29-What would you say is your best quality? My kindness, or my sense of humor... Idk 
30-What do you think you’re really good at?If I say nothing, is someone going to smack me?
31-What do you think you’re really bad at? A lot of things
32-What talent do you wish you’d been born with? I really wish I had been even more musically inclined, then maybe I could have had a chance at being a real musician. 
33-Are you a bad person? Meh, so so
34-Are you nice to everyone? I try to be
35-Say 3 facts about your personality: I tend to have no filter, I can be quite shy, and on the opposite end of the spectrum, I can be quite outgoing and open. 
36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? I'm sure at this point Asshat has, and possibly a few others. 
37-What is your ideal bed? Why? This  or This ... Because they're pretty, need I say more?
38-Did you wake up cranky? Yesh 
39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? Nope. 
40-What do you think about the most? Right now... the move in August and finding a job
41-Share 2 habits: I eat Starburst/ Skittles/ M&Ms in order by color, and my bed always has to be made. 
42-What you want to be when you “get older”? Massage Therapist, Nurse, mother... yeah that about sums it up 
43-What are your career goals? ... See above
44-What is your ideal career?...Again, see above
45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not really. 
46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Yep. 
47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend? I'm sure I did when I was really little.
48-Say 10 facts about your room: It's green, it's currently a disaster because I'm going thru stuff for the move, there are LOTS of books in it, it has two windows, no closet to speak of, I painted it all by myself, I have two posters on the wall, it's quite small, I have masks on the walls, and my bed is on raisers. 
49-Do you have any phobias? Not really. 
50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? Ayup
51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? Bees, penicillin, ragweed/ cottonwood.... 
52-Ever broken any bones? Nope
53-Ever come close to death? Not that I know of
54-Things you like and dislike about yourself: The lists of dislike, out weighs the like
55-A random fact about yourself: I was born with only 3 wisdom teeth. 
56-What are three things most people don’t know about you? That I was adopted, 
57-An unknown fact about your life: Why would I tell you something that is unknown to everyone else? xD 
58-Share something about yourself others might think is weird: I have what are known as Celtic feet... which makes it hard to find comfortable shoes, and at times horrible pain in my feet/ toes. Yay genetics! :/ 
59-Five weird things that you like: Sushi, Foreign films, the smell of old books, collecting odd items, and handcuffs.... 
60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? I do, and I found this on my own. xD 
61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Ofc I do. 
62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence: Spaz
63-A quote you try to live by: Do unto others
64-A famous person you've been compared to: Dead famous people count right? .... These two .... Maria Romanov and Elisabeth 
65-Weird things you do when you’re alone: Sing, talk to myself.... 
66-Something you do without realising: I bite my lip a lot. 
67-5 things you want to change: My weight, where I live, my last name, the economy, my unemployment
68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why: I kind alike being myself. 
69-Leave me a compliment: You're a nice survey. xD 
70-What is your favorite thing to do? Read, listen to music, spend time with Jon, friends, and family
71-What’s your favorite color? Purple or green
72-What’s your favorite band/singer? I don't have just one
73-What’s your favorite movie?  It'd probably be Alien
74-What are your favorite books? Take a look at the list on my profile for an idea, I don't have just one
75-What is your favorite quote and why? All that we see, or seem; is but a dream within a dream -E.A.P. or 
 Give me sweet lies and keep your bitter truths- Tyrion Lannister - A Storm of Swords

76-What is your favorite word? Tbh, it's probably fuck.... at least use-wise
77-What is your least favorite word? I really don't like the word c*nt and not a fan of can't 
78-What is your favorite type of food? I'm a big girl, I like food, period. xD 
79-You favorite ice cream? Mint Chocolate Chip, or Buckeye Blast
80-What’s your favorite animal? Lion, Dove, Llama... and for no real reason Moose
81-Dogs or cats? Cats
82-Describe your favourite texture: Leather, or lace... 
83-What is your favorite flower? Peach roses, Lily of the Valley, Daffodils, Canna Lilies, and a few others. 
84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex? Sandalwood or Opium..... I dunno, whatever it is Jon smells like. Anyone else of the oppostire sex can wear whatever the feck they want. 
85-What is your favorite season? Autumn
86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? England/ Scotland ( And actually have a good time), Russia, Austria/ Hungary, India, and Ireland
87-What are four things you can’t live without and why? Jon, my sisters, my family, and books
88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? I dunno... you tell me. 
89-What’s your favorite television show? Right now it's Game of Thrones, The Borgias, Once Upon a Time... and a few others
90-Favorite place to shop at? Home Depot.... xD  And Meijer. Random I know. 
91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things: He's a ginger too, and wonderful. She's awesome and understanding. Ish fluffeh, that is all. 
~~~~~~~~~~Family, childhood and places
92-Say 4 facts about your parents: It's their second marriage. My mother is a nurse. My father is a veteran. They have no biological children together. 
93-Are you more like your mom or your dad? Kinda a good mix of both. 
94-Do you have any siblings? 3 brothers and several sisters
95-Say 9 facts about your family: It's loud, kinda small, not close right now, spread out, loving, sometimes overbearing, caring, weird, and wonderful. 
96-What’s your relationship like with your family? Tbh, it's not horribly close right now. 
97-Say 7 facts about your childhood: It was abusive up until I reached the age of 12, I lost a lot of important people growing up, I was raised Roman Catholic, I didn't have many friends ( kids were honestly afraid of my red hair), I was adopted, I discovered my love for books at a very young age, and started playing violin. 
98-The best and the worst childhood memories: Family outings... and I'm going to pass on the second part. 
99-Say 6 facts about your home town: It's not huge, kinda clean, lots of parks, Maumee river, Libraries!, and the zoo. 
100-Are you going out of town soon? Perhaps
101-Where would you like to live? Columbus
102-What would your dream house be like? I have no idea, wherever he is suits me 
103-Where would you go on your dream vacation? Anywhere with him 
104-Where you want to be right now? Columbus
105-Top three places to visit: Cedar Point, Mt. Rushmore, The Smithsonian
106-Would you ever smile at a stranger? I do it ALL the time. 
107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I kinda prefer them equally. 
108-Who is someone you never tire of? Jon, Marti, and a select few others. 
109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? See above. 
110-Who is your most loyal friend? See above. 
111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? See above. 
112-If your best friend died, what would you do? I'd probably die too. :/ 
113-Something you’ve lied about.  Idr... 
114-Have you ever felt replaced? MANY times. 
115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s): He's my boyfriend. I've known her almost as long as I've known Jon. She's smart. And he's a goofy, weirdo with funky hair. xD 
116-The last person you hugged?  Probably my mum or dad
117-Story of your first kiss? It was one of the innocent little pecks, I think it was on the playground or at the park. 
118-Do you like kissing in public? Sure
119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yep
120-You have a preference for boys or girls? Sexually...? Men, not boys. 
121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection? They're equally so. 
122-5 things that irritate you about the same sex/opposite sex. I'm not gonna list them....
123-Do you believe in love at first sight? No, tis lust. 
124-Do you believe in soul mates? Yes
125-What is your idea of the perfect date? Anything with Jon suits me just fine. 
126-Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend: Jonathan
127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Usually their eyes
128-Are looks important in a relationship? I'd be lying if I said no, but for me they're not a huge factor. 
129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? I love facial hair, scruffiness in my eyes is down right sexy
130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? If both parties are both consenting adults, then I see no issue with it. I mean Jon and I have 11 years between us, if I said anything different, that would make me a hypocrite. 
131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? I have and all I'm going to say is NEVER FUCKING AGAIN!  That is all.... worst experience of my life so far to be quite honest. 
132-Five guys/girls whom you find attractive: JonathanGerard Butler, Máté KamarásViggo Mortensen, and Kit Harington
133-Do you have a crush on anyone? Ayup 
134-A description of the girl/boy you like: Tall, goofy, ginger, blue-eyed, bassist, down-right amazing and wonderful. 
135-Say 1 fact about the person your like: He and I have known one another almost 10 years. 
136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I would be completely crushed and heartbroken. 
137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?  Last night before he and I went to bed. 
138-Do you think someone has feelings for you? I know he does.
139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? He might be... I dunno 
140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yesh T-T 
141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yep
142-Anyone you’re giving up on? Gave up on him a LONG time ago, and getting there with a few others
143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yep
144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Kinda... 
145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends? Yep
146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah, and ALL of them ( save for Jon) have done so
147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yesh
148-Is there someone you will never forget? Several for good reasons, and bad. 
149-Say five ways to win your heart: Make me laugh, make me smile, be confident in who you are and what you want, be well versed in both books and music, tell me you love me, and mean it. 
150-What turns you on? Confidence, good sense of humor, general similar likes, a good smile
151-What turns you off? Being overly cocky, or having a complete lack of confidence, being a man whore
152-What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? I'm not telling... >///< 
153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Right now...? It'd probably be when Jon asked me to move in. 
154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I'd eventually like him to ask me to marry him. o/////o 
155-Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? Yes, and not that I know of. 
156-What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? You'd have to ask him... 
157-Are you in love? YESH
158-Are you in a relationship? YESH 
159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? Em.... everything
160-Are relationships ever worth it? Yes
161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I don't know... and if there is, oh fucking well. 
162-Can you commit to one person? Yep.
163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I can, and have. 
164-Do you ever want to get married? Yes
165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I hope so, hopefully sooner
166-Future names of your children: The only one I really have picked out for sure is Evangeline
167-Do you get jealous easily? I can, yeah. 
168-The last time you felt jealous, and why? A few days ago, it was over a silly concert that someone failed to mention that I was going to when I thought I wasn't 
169-What is your definition of cheating? Any type of straying from your monogamous partner, be it mental, physical or what not.  
170-Have you ever been cheated on? Yeah T-T 
171-Do you forgive betrayal? I try to, however it's never worked.
172-Have you ever cheated on someone? No. 
173-Why did your last relationship fail?  Please don't ask, it's not even worth my time anymore. 
174-Things you want to say to an ex: Pick one ---->  Kinda niceNot so niceDon't right bitter
175-A description of the person you dislike the most: Not so much that I dislike him, more that I'm beyond severely disappointed in him. You can just go look at his Blogger profile if you want. 
176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I would probably accept the apology, it was so long ago it kinda brings back no feelings. 
177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Not including Jon, 4 
178-How long was your longest relationship? It was almost 2 yrs... ended because he cheated on me with another girl because I wasn't ready to have sex with him at that point in our relationship and apparently he "needed" to find a way to get it elsewhere.  
179-You’ll love me if… ... I dunno O.o 
180-Share a relationship story: I can't pick just one... not when it comes to stories with Jon. x D
~~~~~~~~~~Music, movies and books
181-How often do you listen to music? As often as possible
182-What kind of music you like? Pretty much everything except rap, dub step, hip hop, and R&B
183-Do you like to dance? When no one is looking, yeah
184-What was the first concert/show you attended? As far as I know it was Eddie Money. The first one that I actually remember Dethklok and a few others
185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Ayup ^.^
186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past: Book of Love T-T  Still find it VERY hard to listen to that song. 
187-A song that’s been stuck in your head: So Close 
188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:

John Petrucci Guitar Solo - Dream Theater

Hacksaw Decapitation - Cannibal Corpse
Broken Pride- Planet 9
I Loved Her First- Heartland
I Hate- Suspect Earth

189-A book you want to read/have recently read: I just finished re-reading Game of Thrones, I'm currently re-reading A Clash of Kings

190-Describe your dream library: This or this xD 
191-Last movie you just watched: Anna and the King
192-Do you like watching what type of movies? I like pretty much all types of movies
~~~~~~~~~~Situations and crazy things
193-You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? Probably something music, steampunk, or metal related.... I dunno
194-What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? Indecent exposure
195-If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be? I couldn't choose just one. 
196-You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? Get my parents out of debt, and help the veterans
197-If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? Last summer.... and the 8 months previous.... 
198-If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? Antimony... simply because next to Arsenic, it's my favorite element.
199-If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? If I HAD to... probably the second half of 2011 leading into 2012.... 
200-You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? ...*blinks*... I haven't the faintest idea
201-If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? 
202-What is the first curse word that comes to mind? Fuck
203-What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be… By party, I'm going to say concert and that was Friday.... and either the end of July, or the second weekend in August for sure
204-Halloween costume idea? I really want to go as a pin-up version of Merida
205-How you’d spend ten thousand bucks? Buy a decent car and put the rest towards my student loans
206-Press ctrl+v and post:

207-Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why. Someone I love... eventually I'd end up beating the person I hate to a bloody pulp and that would be no good. 
208-5 things within touching distance: My phone, a cup, stack of cds, hair brush, and my keys. 
209-A drunken story: I don't have one... I've never been drunk before. 
210-What are you supposed to be doing right now? Sleeping.... 
211-Currently wanting to see anyone? YESH
212-Why you follow me? I don't follow you... silly survey
213-If you met me what would you do? You're a survey.... 
214-YOU have to leave me a random/ridiculous question:
215-Leave me a cute message: "a cute message"    
~~~~~~~~~~Opinions and beliefs
216-Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? Half full... 
217-Do you believe in fate/destiny? Yes
218-What you wish for on 11:11? I'm not telling. 
219-Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? Meh, at times. I don't really have one.
220-Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? Ayup.
221-What is your religion, if any? Agnostic with Catholic tendencies
222-Would you go against your moral code for money? Depends
223-What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? Strength of mind
224-How important you think education is? Very
225-If you were the president, what would you do? Attempt to fix this fucked up mess of a government, society, and country
226-If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? I couldn't pick just one thing
227-Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? Depends I suppose
228-If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? As much as I possibly could.... 
229-Which movie character do you most identify with and why?  Eh... Merida... I dunno