A LOOOOOOOOOONG overdue update

So it’s been ages since I’ve posted, between a new job, wedding planning, the actual wedding, and the honeymoon… it’s been hectic to say the least.

But, that being said, I got a new job back in June, it’s a million times better than working at Massage Envy. Chiropractor’s office was a great choice and has given me so much insight.

The wedding planning went well overall. Only few mishaps here and there. The wedding itself went wonderfully overall. There are definitely things that I would for sure change if we could do it all over again. The DJ, photographer, and bagpiper ( I’d find a better one) for starters. But here are a few photos. 

Jon, Neeka, and I. So glad she was able to attend. 

As for the honeymoon, it was AMAZING. We went to Scotland. It was glorious. We saw and did so much. Lots of castles, whisky, haggis, and rain. xD And here are some photos from the honeymoon. 

Larry goes to Scotland

Doune Castle

Scott Monument

Heart of Midlothian

St. Andrews

Thistle

Dunnottar Castle

Selfie at Dunnottar Castle

Culloden Moor

Clava Cairn

Loch Ness

Skye 

Selfie at Eilean Donan

Another selfie at Eilean Donan

Final sunset of the honeymoon, mountain view included. :) 

We are now officially saving for our next trip to Scotland and plan to move there in the future. But for the time being we are hoping to start a family, and I'm going back to university in the fall. I can't express how excited I am to be going back finally. Not for what I thought I wanted to do, turns out I don't want to be a nurse, the job market is overly flooded right now... and the price for it is ridiculous. I've decided to go back for anthropology and archaeology. I will probably focus on forensic anthropology for the time being. But I'm hoping to take the degree and have it help get us to our goal of Scotland eventually. :) Feel free to follow my blog about the experiences I have while going to school for anthropology.  http://journeyingthroughanthropology.blogspot.com/

5 months until the wedding.... and a little update

It's been a little while, I know. Work has been crazy, crazy busy since the beginning of the new year, and we haven't seen any sign of it slowing down. Not that I'm complaining, busy nights at work mean bigger paychecks. What with the wedding planning and all, a little extra money here and there is always nice.

We had some set backs with the wedding planning, but in the last couple of days most of them have been smoothed over. Most of them. At one point we had our honeymoon picked out, planned, and paid for... and then we decided it wasn't what we wanted, cancelled it, and started back at square one. Our original honeymoon was a 7-day Caribbean cruise... which would have been awesome, except that we didn't want to spend out honeymoon with 1500+ people. Soooo... we're going on an 8-day self drive tour of Scotland! Since it's our goal to move there in the next few years, we thought it was a great idea for Jon to see/ visit the place we eventually want to call home. Needless to say, we're more excited for the honeymoon than the actual wedding.

Other than that, not much to report. We are going to the Old West End Festival, which is uber exciting. And we plan on going to Cedar Point the weekend of my birthday, hopefully, if all works out as planned. Really looking forward to that, I haven't been to Cedar Point since I graduated high school... so forever ago.

Oh... oh..... Oh! Jess!  I have a secret. A huge secret... like uber huge secret. Like so big, it's ridiculous. However, I can't tell you about it until I see you in person... that's how IMPORTANT it is. O.O

And now, with that I bid you adieu for now. hopefully I can post something later in the week, or next week... maybe.

P.S.  Jess and Marti... you guys need to post more.....

Questions.... LOTS of questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Jon
2. Are you outgoing or shy? Meh, kinda both
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Jess, Marti, my mum and dad
4. Are you easy to get along with? Overall, yeah.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Yes, he would.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? .... Jon... that is all
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Ayup.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Jon...
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nope.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Martika or Jess... other than that, Jon
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Jess' crazy cat.
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Break In ( Halestorm), Familiar Taste of Poison (Halestorm), Thousand Years ( Christina Perri), Let it Go (Disney's Frozen), and Forever (KISS)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yesh
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Sure
15. What good thing happened this summer? We got a new kitten, Jon reproposed, and lots of stuff
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yesh, always yesh.
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Ayup.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Nope.
19. Do you like bubble baths? On occasion, usually only after a long day at work, or if I made a trip to Lush.
20. Do you like your neighbors? I don't know my neighbors.
21. What are you bad habits? A few.
22. Where would you like to travel? Yes.
23. Do you have trust issues? Yep.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Other than mischief ( almost a daily routine)... coffee....
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? My tummy... bleh
26. What do you do when you wake up? Cuddle with Jon.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? I like it the way it is.
28. Who are you most comfortable around? Jon, Jess, Marti, and Adam
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? At one point, each of them has...
30. Do you ever want to get married? Yep. And I am.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Em.. none. I don't like the idea of a threesome.
33. Spell your name with your chin. racghkaell  ...... not too shabby.
34. Do you play sports? What sports? Heh, no.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV... I love music too much.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah.
37. What do you say during awkward silences? I kinda just make the awkward turtle and maybe weird faces.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? ... Jon....
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Lush, Hot Topic, Target, Thrift stores, and ANY bookstore
40. What do you want to do after high school? I am already doing what I love... massage therapy
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? It really kinda depends on the person and the situation.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? I'm either extremely tired, pissed off, or just need quiet time.
43. Do you smile at strangers? All the time
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Space!!!
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Either work ( Jon's or mine) or the need for food/coffee
46. What are you paranoid about? Meh, not much
47. Have you ever been high? Yesh
48. Have you ever been drunk? No
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Nope.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? It's a reddish-burgundy color.
51. Ever wished you were someone else? Every once in awhile.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? I'd love to be fitter and healthier
53. Favourite makeup brand? Hard Candy, Wet n'Wild,  Mark, and Rimmel
54. Favourite store? Bookstores...
55. Favourite blog? I don't really have one... I like a lot of blogs
56. Favourite colour? Purple, Black, Green
57. Favourite food? Homemade food....
58. Last thing you ate? Homemade pork and veggie stew
59. First thing you ate this morning? Waffles and corned beef hash
60. Ever won a competition? For what? Emm, I won an iPad at one point on YouTube, for commenting on a video
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? No
62. Been arrested? For what? No.
63. Ever been in love? Yes.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? No, I think I'll pass on that.
65. Are you hungry right now? YESH
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Nah
67. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? No.
70. Names of your bestfriends? Jon, Martika, Jess, and Adam
71. Craving something? What? I really want Raising Cane's or KFC
72. What colour are your towels? Teal... I hate them
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope, I have Jon.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I have maybe 5... I got rid of a lot of them when I moved.
75. Favourite animal? Moose, or a hedgehog
76. What colour is your underwear? Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Depends
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Salted Caramel/ Butter Brickle, or chocolate and peanut butter
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Black
80. What colour pants? Black
81. Favourite tv show? Game of Thrones, Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who, and a few others
82. Favourite movie? Alien, Brave, Frozen, Phantom of the Opera, LoTR
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Neither
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Neither
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ... I have no clue, nor do I care
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dori
87. First person you talked to today? Jon
88. Last person you talked to today? Jon
89. Name a person you hate? I don't really hate anyone... dislike, however, there are many.
90. Name a person you love? Jon, Martika, Jess...
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? I can think of a few.
92. In a fight with someone? Nope
93. How many sweatpants do you have? I own 2 pairs
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Too many
95. Last movie you watched? Pacific Rim
96. Favourite actress? Jennifer Lawrence .. love her to death
97. Favourite actor? Viggo Mortensen.... yum
98. Do you tan a lot? Pffft, no
99. Have any pets? 5 cats
100. How are you feeling? Tired and pissed off at the moment
101. Do you type fast? Yesh
102. Do you regret anything from your past? A few things
103. Can you spell well? Yes, I can.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? A few people
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yes
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Yep
107. Have you ever been on a horse? I have...
108. What should you be doing? Going to bed
109. Is something irritating you right now? A fair few things
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Yes
111. Do you have trust issues? I think I answered this already, and yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Jon
113. What was your childhood nickname? Rach, Rachy
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Mhm
115. Do you play the Wii? I do... I am a Mario Kart addict
116. Are you listening to music right now? Not at the moment, was listening to Sabaton though
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? If it's homemade
118. Do you like Chinese food? I love it.
119. Favourite book? I have a few favs, LoTR, Gemma Doyle Trilogy, Robert Alexander Trilogy ( I could re-read those any day, anything by Lovecraft, H.G. Wells, or Edgar Allan Poe... to name a few
120. Are you afraid of the dark? Not at all
121. Are you mean? ...no... but I can be
122. Is cheating ever okay? NOOOOOOOO
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? No, this is why I own no white shoes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not really
125. Do you believe in true love? I do
126. Are you currently bored? Little bit
127. What makes you happy? Jon, Martika, Jess... chocolate, and Pibb too
128. Would you change your name? My last name.. in fact I will be this fall.
129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer
130. Do you like subway? I LOVE subway
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Not counting Jon, Adam did some time ago, it was kinda awkward for awhile, but we moved past it.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? See #10
133. Favourite lyrics right now? "Daughters of Darkness, Sisters Insane"
134. Can you count to one million? I can, but do I want to? Not at all
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I don't even now....
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? We have to sleep with the door shut, much to our dismay, because the kitten wants to play when it's bedtime
137. How tall are you? 5'5"
138. Curly or Straight hair? Curly
139. Brunette or Blonde? Brunette
140. Summer or Winter? Summer
141. Night or Day? Night
142. Favourite month? September/ October
143. Are you a vegetarian? Pffft... no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark or milk... white isn't actually chocolate
145. Tea or Coffee? Either one is fine, I love both
146. Was today a good day? Meh, not really
147. Mars or Snickers? Mars, is a lot like MilkyWay
148. What’s your favourite quote? One of them is " All that we see or seem, is but a dream within in dream" E.A.P
149. Do you believe in ghosts? Sure
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  "It would ruin you."

See one, want one.....

It's  been a while... so... here we go.

I am becoming very close to becoming an expert on baby fever lately. You might want to know, if I want a baby so badly then why don’t I have one? There isn’t a multi-list, complicated reason why Jon and I have not procreated yet. There is simply a one bullet answer of, we're not ready. Mentally we're ready, it's financially that we're not so ready.

Recently I realized something a little startling: I know 10 pregnant women. Okay, maybe 7 or 8 now because a few have popped. That is a whole lot of pressure to have my own. Babies, babies everywhere. If one more friend tells me she is pregnant, I think I might have to run out and adopt twins. I am 23 going on 24 — this is the time where babies fall out of trees, or vaginas, or what-have-yous. xD

Add to that a happy relationship, house, and cats, and well, my biological clock is ticking. I'll admit it. I have baby fever. Now, here's the thing about baby fever. My logical brain has plenty of reasons for us to wait. However, as soon as the middle of my cycle rolls around, all I can think about is babies.

Baby fever is tantamount to obsession. Suddenly, everywhere you look there is a baby. Restaurants, grocery stores, gosh darn Facebook feeds. "Let's wait a little bit longer," Jon and I will say, then baby fever will hit and I won't be able to think quite so clearly. Really, it's a sickness. Screaming, diapers, pregnancy horror stories, nothing will deter me. Baby fever prevents intelligently functioning brains from making rational decisions. Forget birth control. (Kidding by the way)

Fortunately, it only lasts a couple days or a couple weeks, and then my brain returns. Not that I don't want children, or babies, I just have a bit more to do first. Jon needs more time to come to terms with eventual fatherhood. I need to find a better job, one that I actually enjoy... one that pays better. Yeah, yeah, I know — you're never ready. Maybe that's why baby fever takes over: to ensure we have those babies before it's too late.

Signs you probably suffer from baby fever too: 

1.) You burst into tears at the sight of your Facebook feed and all it's birth and pregnancy announcements.

2.) You daydream about nursery colors instead of working, picking out all the wall decals and bedding in your mind.

3.) You buy baby outfits for friends and can't bear to send them.

4.) The sound of a baby crying makes your boobs tingle.. Actually, scratch that. The THOUGHT of a baby's cry makes your boobs tingle. Yep. It's true. xD

5.) You actually contemplate picking up a stray baby in the store and asking the mom how bad she REALLY wants her. It's a stray second of insanity, but enough to scare you.

6.) You have a million practical reasons not to have a baby and you still long for one.

7.) You daydream about baby names and feel like you will be lost if you don't get to name a baby after your great aunt Mildred who died with no children.

8.) You can't fathom the sleep deprivation, the late night feedings, and dirty diapers. It can't be that bad, right?




Anyone else besides me deal with constant struggle?

I've got nothing... just randomness

01. This time last year what goals did you have for yourself and have you achieved any of them?
Hmm, Jon and I had moved in together, I'd gotten my LMT license, so I was looking for a job. We were steadily heading towards an engagement in our very happy relationship. I have actually achieved them all.

02. What’s one quality about yourself that you feel sets you back but also helps you?
I'm too nice for my own good. I can't stand people being upset at me and I hate upsetting them.

03. Has anything happened involving you recently that has people in your life acting different towards you?
Two very good friends from high school. Have more or less cut me out of their lives for their significant other. That's pretty much it.

04. Is there anyone who lately you’ve been talking to more often?
Jonathan, Jessica, and Martika... The same as usual.

05. Who is the last person you’ve surprised with something? And with what?
Emmm, Jonathan. And goldfish.

06. What is your favorite kind of food to eat? (ex: American, Spanish, Indian, ect.)
Italian is pretty good, I mean pizza and pasta basically are the best. But I love Indian and Korean food too. xD

07. Have you recently discovered any artist or band whose music you like a lot?
I've recently rediscovered Finntroll... and several other power metal bands.

08. How long has it been since you were able to enjoy reading a book?
I'm reading one now.

09. Was anyone who had been in your company today in a bad mood?
....me....

10. do you miss the way things used to be?
Sometimes, yeah.

11. what is something that has been causing you stress lately?
Migraines, bills, distance from family and friends, relatively crappy job.

12. has anyone in your life (excluding family) that has made a life changing decision with you in mind or for you?
Oddly enough, yesh.

13. Would you ever get a tattoo in reference to music or a movie?
Uh, maybe... but it'd depend on what movie/music. I have one from literature.

14. What was the last news article you read about?
Ebola ...

15. when was the last time you tried something for the first time?
...Emm... Last week.

16. what are some touristy places close to where you live?
Uhh.... Cedar Point... King's Island...

17. when you’re listening to music on your computer what do you use (ex: itunes, youtube, ect.)
iTunes, Youtube, Spotify, Windows Media Player.

18. What does your last text say and who was it from ?
"Nope." -Jess

19. what is going on with everyone else who is in the house with you tonight?
I'm currently at work, and have an open block of time. Everyone else is in a massage session.

20. the last time you felt sick what exactly was wrong?
Right now... this past week... I've actually been physically ill all week.

21. if you had the choice right now would you prefer to be out or are you content with how things are right now?
I’m happy being in tonight.

22. Is there anything you'd like to say to your ex?
Emm... Honestly? I'd kinda want to apologize for a fee things, catch up maybe, I dunno. :/

23. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?:
I want to ask someone for forgiveness. And I know this person wants nothing to do with me. So, that's why I'm afraid of that question.

24. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why?:
Gah! There are so many I'd love to have lunch with. xD

25. What’s something you hide about your personality?:
Not sure really, don’t purposely hide anything, it’s hard enough to talk to me anyway so once I’m talking I don’t really hide anything.

Updatey fun

So, I have come to terms with the fact that no one really reads this blog anymore. Doesn't surprise me. It's nothing great. I don't even have time to update it regularly. My bad. It's called a busy, and very hectic schedule. But I'm still going to post on occasion, at least updates. I may start another section/ blog that is focused on my wedding planning adventures, body positivity, and maybe even one that is focused on massage therapy and my adventures in that along with my upcoming adventures in nursing school. Maybe. Big maybes.

But, as mentioned above, I'm getting ready to go back to school to get my ADN. It should only take about 2 years. Which means, I can continue to do what I do now, and then once I'm done, get a nursing job, and then go back , possibly, for my BSN.. maybe later on down the road if need be. It's all gonna depend on when Jon and I plan to start a family, which I won't lie, we both want to as soon as possible. ( He swears we're going to have twins the very first go around. o.o)  We're hoping to wait until after the wedding, I say hoping because anything can happen. xD

Emm, news on the wedding, as of right now, there is actually quite a bit. Our first choice for the ceremony venue fell through. They were requiring us to have BOTH the ceremony and the reception at their site. However, we've had the reception venue picked out since day one more or less. But, that's ok, we found this wonderful little church in Maumee, and it's half the price that our first choice was. Score. We have our officiant, the wonderful family friend, Mr. Woods. I have my dress, which I'm currently holding off paying for, simply so that I can get another 6 months of them holding on to it. Because the girl apparently screwed up and it was ordered WAY too early. Moron. xD Hmm, other than that, we have some decoration ideas, not nothing really set in stone other than purple, blue, and peacock feathers. Otherwise, it's kinda whatever I find on Pinterest that I find well, interesting. ^.^

Jon and I went and saw my favorite movie on the big screen this past Sunday. Gone with the Wind. It has been my absolute favorite movie and probably book for that matter, for as long as I can remember. Meant a lot to me to have him willingly sit through an almost 4 hour movie ( we'll call it 4, since it's only shy by 2 mins. xD ) and not complain about it.

Umm, other than that. I've just been really busy with work, and such. Added more hours to my schedule, you know because that goes well with school. xD Anywho. I think that's enough for now. Yep. ^.^

Proposal related wonders...

As promised a much happier post this time around. As anyone who reads this blog knows, Jon and I got engaged back in March. However, at the time, we didn't have a ring. Well, we finally found one we loved. So when it came last week, he couldn't wait to re-propose and get the damn thing on my finger. So we went out to one of our favorite restaurants and he re-proposed to me. It was really sweet. We both ended up crying and being all sappy. On the way home, we couldn't figure out why we were such saps about it. The only thing we could come up with is that it was that it was an actual proposal this time around. He actually got on one knee, had a ring, and asked me. Which makes sense. It makes it more real.




Now this story has a slight bitter bit to it. The proposal happened last week, on Friday. So, I've had the ring for a little over a week. We noticed that the Rhodium plating of the black gold was coming off already. Now, after doing some research we found that it was pretty common, especially if the plating process was faulty. So it was very likely that was the problem. I had made sure specifically not to wash my hands with it on, use heavy cleaners, or anything like that. Anything that might destroy the integrity of the ring. Yet, the plating was coming off in less than a week. We had to call the jeweler and see what could be done. They offered to completely re-plate it again and see if it would help. But we ultimately opted to exchange it for the white gold version of the same style ring. So now it's a waiting game of them getting the old ring back, and them sending the new one to us. It feels so weird to not be able to wear my ring. I know its only been a week since I got it, but my finger feels so naked now.

The original ring

What the new ring shall be

Here's hoping that it is sent to us with great haste, and we have no problems with the new one. So overall, there is a happy ending to the whole story overall. ^.^   Well, dearies. I shall be off. Toodles for now.

Sorry, but not sorry...

So I have a small rant to deal with here. I'm planning a wedding, I assume my readers know this. I got engaged, so the next logical thing is to start planning a wedding. Right? ...Right.

That being said, I have to keep in mind that my parents want to pay for this event, minus the wedding gown, I flat out told them I would be paying for that, so that I get the complete and final say in that. So like I said, keeping in mind that my parents are paying for it, I want to keep the cost as low as possible. One way to do this is to have a very small wedding, and by small, I mean less than 100 people. Jon and I just want close friends and family, that is all. No people we barely know, no people who are for lack of a better term, Facebook friends. I can't do it, I can't invite every person we know, it would cost a fortune.

I don't want my parents to break the bank on this event. Yes, I know that it's supposed to be a grand affair, it's supposed to be beautiful, it's supposed to be about Jon and I, but I would feel horrible to make my family pay a fortune for it. I'm not that materialistic as that.

What Jon and I decided, please read that again, it distinctly says Jon AND I . We made the decision to only invite our close family, and closest friends. That being said, that means that there are a few people who will  be invited, but not their significant other. Mostly because Jon and I don't know said significant other, and guess what? A wedding is so not the time or place to get to know your friend's significant other, it's just not. No amount or arguing, complaining, or whining about it is going to change that. I'd say that I'm sorry that these particular people are not and will not be invited, but I'm not and neither is Jon. Because, again, it is OUR wedding. If you want to invite 300 people to YOUR wedding, then you do that; however, I will not be guilt tripped into inviting these people that we don't know to a wedding.

I think that people assume that we are singling them out and being "mean" to them and their significant other. And to be honest, it is nothing of the sort. It all boils down to the cost and the lack of a true connection/ friendship with these people. I'm not going to feel sorry for that, I'm just not. If you're going to take this as a personal vendetta against you and your significant other, that's your prerogative. To each, his own, as it were.

What I love even more about this, is that people who were so set on being there, because they are so happy for us, because they are a close friend and wanted to share in such an important day in my life have since changed their tune. Now that it is known that only very close friends and family will be invited, they no longer want to come. I'm the bad guy for planning the wedding of Jon's and my dreams. Is that so wrong? Apparently the answer must be yes, I mean if I'm offending these people so much. Last I checked, I never told anyone else how to plan their wedding, and never once complained if my significant other was not invited, and neither did Jon. we understand with the economy it just not frugal to invite everyone and their mother to your wedding, especially not for a budget wedding.

And please note, we aren't just inviting our friends and not their significant other, I can tell you right now, my younger brother is invited, however his little girlfriend is not. Granted, yes there are reasons that she is not invited. Mostly because there is some serious tension and dislike between my family and her's, but that is neither here nor there. I'm just stating there we're not just doing it to friend's, we're doing it to family too. It's not anything against anyone, we have a budget and we HAVE to stick to it. End of story. No ifs, ands, or buts. Not sorry. Get over it.  I'll be hurt, not gonna lie, I want my close friends and family there, but if you decide not to come to our wedding, your loss, not mine. I will have a wonderful wedding with the people who truly care about us and that is all I have to say about it. The end. 

I've missed doing these apparently.

1. Are looks important in a relationship? I can't lie and say they're not... anyone who says they're not is lying.
2. Are relationships ever worth it? Ayup
3. Are you a virgin? No
4. Are you in a relationship? I am, and I'm engaged too.
5. Are you in love? I am, madly in love.
6. Are you single this year? NOPE
7. Can you commit to one person? I can, and I am.
8. Describe your crush He's perfect, literally perfect in every way for me.
9. Describe your perfect mate Jonathan
10. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope, doesn't exist.
11. Do you ever want to get married? I do. And I am, next autumn
12. Do you forgive betrayal? Depends on the situation.
13. Do you get jealous easily? I can
14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Jon
15. Do you have any piercings? Yep, all in my ears
16. Do you have any tattoos? Nope, not yet.
17. Do you like kissing in public? Mhm
20. Do you shower every day? I try to, but at least every other day for sure.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I know Jon does
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Jon might be if he's not completely focused on work
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yes.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I'll be married next autumn
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? I am in a relationship
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yep, yep
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? Not that I know of
28. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes v.v
29. Have you ever cheated on someone? No, could never do that to another person
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? Nope, never truly considered it.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yesh
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? ...yeah...
33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Only one, just Jon.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Nope, not my kind of thing.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Jon's older than me, so yeah.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? Yep.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yeah, surprisingly
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Mhm
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yeah
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? I have, I love doing that sort of thing
41. Have you had sex so far this year? Yes, of course
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Depends on the situation, usually not very long
43. How long was your longest relationship? This one... and it's the forever relationship too.
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Including Jon... 4
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013? Like romantically kiss... just Jon
46. How many times did you have sex last year? I lost count a long time ago
47. How old are you? 22 going on 23
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I'd be too heartbroken to say anything
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? EVERYTHING
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Sure, it's been long enough that the apology would be nice.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Jon
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? A few people, doesn't matter why anymore
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Not that I know of, or care enough about to care if they are...
54. Is there someone you will never forget? Yep, dick.
55. Share a relationship story.  Jon's and my first date was to a metal concert, Dethklok to be exact.
56. State 8 facts about your body --Freckles, red hair, chubby/ dimpled, small hands, brown eyes, oddly shaped, we have a love/hate relationship, pale skin.... yay!
57. Things you want to say to an ex ... I no longer have anything to say to asshat.
58. What are five ways to win your heart? Have a sense of humor, listen and actually listen, talk about books, or nerdy things, give awesome hugs, put up with my goofy randomness.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? There's 11.5 years between Jon and I.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Smile, and eyes.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Whatever Jon does... it's all pretty damn sexy. xD
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?  I guess it's the general idea of sex, is what I'd go with
64. What is your definition of cheating? Any physical or mental straying from your partner
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? No telling
66. What is your favourite roleplay? .... again, not telling
67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Metal concert, and food after, going to the movies, taking a walk, or just sitting at home with one another.
68. What is your sexual orientation? Straight.
69. What turns you off? Douche-bags, overly cocky guys, etc.
70. What turns you on? Emm, I feel like I keep answering the same response... Jon xD
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? I don't know
72. What words do you like to hear during sex? The normal sounds... sighs and moans...
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I like getting flowers, or having meals made for me...
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? I dunno
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Jon proposed... I'd say that's pretty damn sweet.
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? I've gotten Jon some really awesome concert tickets and sappy cards, letters, and poems. xD
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? Age is just a number.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret? I don't know...
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? Probably when Jessica ( Jon's cousin) was showing off her engagement ring, and I don't have one yet. Was a little jealous.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Earlier today
81. Who are five people you find attractive? Jon, Viggo Mortensen, Jonathan Rhys-Meyers, Gerard Butler, and Kit Harrington
82. Who is the last person you hugged? Jon
83. Who was your first kiss with? .... Nope, not going there
84. Why did your last relationship fail? He was a dick... and it took me way too long to realize it, and he hurt me more than anyone else ever has.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? Part of the back story to #84... allow to be blunt... NEVER again... 

Lots of questions... and I do mean LOTS

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Jon
2. Are you outgoing or shy? Meh, kinda both
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Jess,
4. Are you easy to get along with? Overall, yeah.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Yes, he would.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? .... Jon... that is all
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Ayup.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Jon...
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nope.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Martika... other than that, Jon
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Cari, making more excuses about the money she owes me.
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Break In ( Halestorm), Familiar Taste of Poison (Halestorm), Thousand Years ( Christina Perri), Let it Go (Disney's Frozen), and Forver (KISS)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yesh
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Sure
15. What good thing happened this summer? I moved from Toledo to Columbus
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yesh, always yesh.
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Ayup.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Nope.
19. Do you like bubble baths? On occasion, usually only after a long day at work, or if I made a trip to Lush.
20. Do you like your neighbors? I don't know my neighbors.
21. What are you bad habits? A few.
22. Where would you like to travel? Yes.
23. Do you have trust issues? Yep.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Other than mischief ( almost a daily routine)... coffee....
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? My tummy... bleh
26. What do you do when you wake up? Cuddle with Jon.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? I like it the way it is.
28. Who are you most comfortable around? Jon, Jess, Marti, Adam and Keanu.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? At one point, each of them has...
30. Do you ever want to get married? Yep.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Em.. none. I don't like the idea of a threesome.
33. Spell your name with your chin. racghkaell  ...... not too shabby.
34. Do you play sports? What sports? Heh, no.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV... I love music too much.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah.
37. What do you say during awkward silences? I kinda just make the awkward turtle and maybe weird faces.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? ... Jon....
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Lush, Hot Topic, Target, Thrift stores, and ANY bookstore
40. What do you want to do after high school? I am already doing what I love... massage therapy
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? It really kinda depends on the person and the situation.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? I'm either extremely tired, pissed off, or just need quiet time.
43. Do you smile at strangers? All the time
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Space!!!
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Either work ( Jon's or mine) or the need for food/coffee
46. What are you paranoid about? Meh, not much
47. Have you ever been high? Yesh
48. Have you ever been drunk? No
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Nope.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? It's a reddish-burgundy color.
51. Ever wished you were someone else? Every once in awhile.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? I'd love to be fitter and healthier
53. Favourite makeup brand? Hard Candy, Wet n'Wild,  Mark, and Rimmel
54. Favourite store? Bookstores...
55. Favourite blog? I don't really have one... I like a lot of blogs
56. Favourite colour? Purple, Black, Green
57. Favourite food? Homemade food....
58. Last thing you ate? Homemade turkey potpie
59. First thing you ate this morning? Blueberry muffin cereal
60. Ever won a competition? For what? Emm, I won an iPad at one point on YouTube, for commenting on a video
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? No
62. Been arrested? For what? No.
63. Ever been in love? Yes.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? No, I think I'll pass on that.
65. Are you hungry right now? YESH
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Nah
67. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? No.
70. Names of your bestfriends? Jon, Martika, Jess, and Adam
71. Craving something? What? I really want Raising Cane's or KFC
72. What colour are your towels? Teal... I hate them
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope, I have Jon.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I have maybe 5... I got rid of a lot of them when I moved.
75. Favourite animal? Moose, or a hedgehog
76. What colour is your underwear? Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Depends
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Salted Caramel/ Butter Brickle, or chocolate and peanut butter
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Black
80. What colour pants? Black
81. Favourite tv show? Game of Thrones, Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who, and a few others
82. Favourite movie? Alien, Brave, Frozen, Phantom of the Opera, LoTR
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Neither
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Neither
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ... I have no clue, nor do I care
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dori
87. First person you talked to today? Jon
88. Last person you talked to today? Jon
89. Name a person you hate? Assaht...
90. Name a person you love? Jon, Martika, Jess...
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? I can think of a few.
92. In a fight with someone? Nope
93. How many sweatpants do you have? I own 2 pairs
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Too many
95. Last movie you watched? Riding in Cars with Boys
96. Favourite actress? Jennifer Lawrence .. love her to death
97. Favourite actor? Viggo Mortensen.... yum
98. Do you tan a lot? Pffft, no
99. Have any pets? 4 cats
100. How are you feeling? Tired and pissed off at the moment
101. Do you type fast? Yesh
102. Do you regret anything from your past? A few things
103. Can you spell well? Yes, I can.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? A few people
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yes
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Yep
107. Have you ever been on a horse? I have...
108. What should you be doing? Taking a shower and finding something to nom on
109. Is something irritating you right now? Afair few things
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Yes
111. Do you have trust issues? I think I answered this already, and yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Jon
113. What was your childhood nickname? Rach, Rachy
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Mhm
115. Do you play the Wii? I do... I am a Mario Kart addict
116. Are you listening to music right now? Not at the moment, was listening to Sabaton though
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? If it;s homemade
118. Do you like Chinese food? I love it.
119. Favourite book? I have a few favs, LoTR, Gemma Doyle Trilogy, Robert Alexander Trilogy ( I could re-read those any day, anything by Lovecraft, H.G. Wells, or Edgar Allan Poe... to name a few
120. Are you afraid of the dark? Not at all
121. Are you mean? ...no... but I can be
122. Is cheating ever okay? NOOOOOOOO
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? No, this is why I own no white shoes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not really
125. Do you believe in true love? I do
126. Are you currently bored? Little bit
127. What makes you happy? Jon, Martika, Jess... chocolate, and Pibb too
128. Would you change your name? My last name.. in fact I will be next fall.
129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer
130. Do you like subway? I LOVE subway
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Not counting Jon, Adam did some time ago, it was kinda awkward for awhile, but we moved past it.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? See #10
133. Favourite lyrics right now? "Daughters of Darkness, Sisters Insane"
134. Can you count to one million? I can, but do I want to? Not at all
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I don't even now....
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? We have to sleep with the door shut, much to our dismay, because the kitten wants to play when it's bedtime
137. How tall are you? 5'5"
138. Curly or Straight hair? Curly
139. Brunette or Blonde? Brunette
140. Summer or Winter? Summer
141. Night or Day? Night
142. Favourite month? September/ October
143. Are you a vegetarian? Pffft... no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark or milk... white isn't actually chocolate
145. Tea or Coffee? Either one is fine, I love both
146. Was today a good day? Meh, not really
147. Mars or Snickers? Mars, is a lot like MilkyWay
148. What’s your favourite quote? On of them is " All that we see or seem, is but a dream within in dream" E.A.P
149. Do you believe in ghosts? Sure
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  "You must come when you are of age, Moirin"