24 February, 2014

111 lovely questions.

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? Sure...

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Ayup... HUGE mistake

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Jon

5) Do you regret it? Absolutely not

6) Have you ever been depressed? Of course

 7)Are you a boy or girl? Girl

8)  Do you and your ex have a good relationship? Pffft, no. Not even close. 

9) What is your relationship status? Very, very happily taken. 

10) How do you want to die? I dunno 

11) What did you last eat? Raising Cane's 

12) Played any sports? Nope

13) Do you bite your nails ? Used to

14) When was your last physical fight? Never had one

15) Do you have an attitude? Of course

16) Do you like someone? Mhm

17) What is your real name? Rachael

19) Are you gonna get high later ? No

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? One or two people 

21) Do you miss someone? A couple people. 

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl. 

23) Do you tan a lot? Not at all

24) Have any pets? 3 cats and a goof

25) How exactly are you feeling? Like shite, I'm poorly at the moment. 

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Emm, yeah. 

27) Ever made out in the bathroom? The bathroom at home, nowhere else. 

28) Would you take any of your exes back? Absolutely not. 

29) Are you scared of spiders? Not really 

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? I think it would be neat to. 

31) Do you regret anything from your past? A few things. 

32) What are your plans for this weekend? Work T.T

33) Do you want to have kids? Yep

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? Yes

35) Do you type fast? Mhm. 

36) Do you have piercings? How many? 8 all in the ears 

37) Want any more? A couple 

38) Can you spell well? Yes

39) Do you miss anyone from your past? Ayup

40) What are you craving right now? Nothing really, maybe hot tea

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? Many, many times

43) Have you ever been on a horse? Once or twice

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Once

46) Have you ever been cheated on? Yes >.<

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Not that I know of 

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? I am right now. 

50) What should you be doing ? Probably sleeping

51) What’s irritating you right now? How crappy I feel

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Yeah

53) Does somebody love you? Yep ^.^;

54) What is your favorite colour ? Purple, black, and green

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yep. Jon could not understand how I managed to do it. 

57) Do you have trust issues? Yeah. 

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? More or less

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Probably not, don't see why he would. We both said/ did things that hurt the other and it screwed up a semi-decent friendship after our breakup. Such is life. 

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? Jon

64) Do you give out second chances too easily? Yeah, I tend to. 

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? For me, kind of both 

66) Is this year the best year of your life? I dunno about of my life, but it's been a really good year so far 

67) What was your child hood nickname? Rach, Rachy, Dove

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Nope 

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Kind of

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Em...mischief  :3 

73) What is bothering you? How icky I feel, and having to work the rest of this week. 

74) Have you ever been out of your province? Yeah...

75) Do you play the Wii? Sure do. 

76) Are you listening to music right now? For once, no. 

77) Do you like Chinese food? Yeah. 

78) Do you know your fathers b- day? Yep. 09/30/1970

79) Are you afraid of the dark? Nope, love it

80) Is cheating ever okay? No, no, no. Never. 

81) Are you mean? Not really. 

82) Can you keep white shoes clean? No, hence why I own none. 

84) Do you believe in true love? Yeah. 

88) Do you like the outside? Sort of. Lol. xD 

89) Are you currently bored? Little bit. 

90) Do you wanna get married? Yesh, and kind of in the near future. 

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Only when it's Jon. 

92) Are you hungry? Not really

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? Yeah. 

94) What makes you happy? Jon, books, music, my family and good friends. 

95) Would you change your name? My last name... To Jon's. xD 

96) Ever been to Alaska? No, but I want to. 

98) Do you watch the news? On occasion. 

99) What’ s your zodiac sign? Cancer

100) Do you like Subway? More than I care to admit

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Emm, no. I do it everyday. 

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Uh, he kinda does and has made it known. Made things a little awkward for awhile, but we worked past it when he realized Jon and I were a serious thing. 

103) Do you talk like your friends? What does that even mean... Like, do I talk like a normal person or something? Weird question. 

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Ayup. 

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yep. 

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Jon. 

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? No, not really. 

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Jon, oddly enough it was about kids and marriage. xD 

110) Favourite lyrics right now? Probably to "Let it Go" 

111) Can you count to one million? I could if I wanted to... But I don't want to. :P 

19 February, 2014

Bedknobs and Broomsticks ... or something like that

It's kinda about time for another more or less bi-monthly update. It works though, I suppose. Better than before where I'd go months with nothing posted here. The mobile app really helps. xD

Well, Valentine's day kinda backfired on me. I went more or less all out on it for Jon, giant Reese's cups, a sappy card/ love letter, and tickets to see Iced Earth ( our couples massage got cancelled). He however, failed to realize it was Valentine's day. Awesome. I love him to death, but damn it, he can be seriously oblivious to the world around him.

Work has been busy, but it's good. I like being busy, even if some nights I swear it's gonna kill me. I dislocated my thumb years ago, and it's weaker than my other thumb, and it likes to pop and crack a lot. So I have to find ways to work around using my thumbs, and drop more elbows, otherwise, I won't last long as a massage therapist.

Jon and I finally got around to going to Half Priced Books.... big mistake. Jess, if you read this.... it's like Ukazoo... only better. We shall go there when you come visit. Along with Cosi for the Sherlock exhibit and of course Lush in either Easton, or Polaris. Yay adventures! But back to Half Priced Books... we spent hours there, and it was awesome. Found Rant by Chuck Palahniuk, Moulin Rouge, and Chicago all for less than $12. Awesome deals.

I made a random trip to Target ( to find those pjs we saw at the one in Toledo, Jess... neither of the ones near me has them ):<   ) and found the complete first season of Game of Thrones on BluRay for $30... definite score, usually it's like $50, so I'll take the discount on it I can get. Also managed to snag the Targaryen edition of season three from Best Buy for the same price as season one. Should be here in the near future. Excited for that.

I bought Jess her birthday gift, which she knows about, so I can talk about it. It's an awesome t-shirt. See the pic below if you don't believe me.
Awesome, right? Right. xD  And of course, I had to order one for myself too, because it's just that awesome. 

I don't remember if I mentioned it before in my past update, but Jon got me to sit down and watch The Walking Dead. Love it! Sooo much. I love zombie movies, but this show takes the cake. It's fantastic. Gory beyond belief and dramatic. Right up my alley. 

Is anyone else done with the snow?! Yes, I know Toledo has gotten a lot more than the Columbus area, but damn I'm done with people who can't drive in snow and the cold in general. It's supposed to be 54 on Thursday for us, but that means lots of flooding. It was already pretty bad tonight after our freezing rain episode. Can it be summer yet? 

Had a massage today, first 90 minute that I've ever gotten. Needless to say I probably won't be getting anything but those from now on. It was better than a 60 min and allowed the therapist to seriously focus on my problems and it felt wonderful. xD 

Other than all that rambling the only thing I can think of is that I want/ need a kitten. I'm not ready, nor is Jon for babies of our own, so I think a kitten is a nice compromise. Right? A little fuzzy bundle of joy. xD 

Ayup, I'm done. Hope you enjoyed my ramblings and mishaps for the time being. 

14 February, 2014

Valentine's Survey

1:Do you have a crush at the moment? Of course I do. I love him. 
2:Have you ever been deeply in love? Yes, and currently am. 
3:Longest relationship you've ever been in? The one I'm in now. 
4:Have you ever changed for someone? Yes, worst mistake I ever made. 
5:How is your relationship with your ex? The most recent one... We don't speak, not even anywhere near on civil terms with one another. Oh well. 
6:Have you ever been cheated on? Yes. 
7:Have you ever cheated? No. Could never do that to someone especially after I had it done to me. 
8:Would you date someone who's well known for cheating? No. Made that mistake once. 
9:What's the most important part of a relationship? Trust, compassion, and of course love. 
10:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Serious relationship. 
11:When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"? No. You're either together, or you're not. 
12:How many people have you ever hooked up with?  Emm, 1. 
13:What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? Like the entire realationship with Asshat... it was a terrible idea and experience.
14:What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? There is no real appropriate age, more when both parties are mature enough and responsible enough. 
15:Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"? Yep. Jon is 11 years older than I am. 
16:Do you believe in "love at first sight"? Nope. 
17:Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet? I thought it was. Complete feckin' fail. 
18:What do you consider a deal breaker? Abuse mental, physical, or verbal for one. 
19:How do you know it's time to end a relationship? When the chemistry is gone.  
20:Are you currently in a relationship? Yes. 
21:Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? Not really. 
22:Do you think people should date their friends? It's a good way to find someone with common interests and who knows you. 
23:How many relationships have you had? Including the one I'm in.... 4 
24:Do you think love can last forever? Yes. 
25:Do you believe love can conquer all things? Sure. 
26:Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of? It would depend. 
27:If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? Don't fall for the Scottish Asshat, no matter how much you love the accent, it only leads to a major heartbreak and lost friendship. 
28:Do you think long distance relationships can work? NO. 
29:What do you notice first about another person? Usually eyes, and face. 
30:Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual? Straight. 
31:Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? Probably not. 
32:Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? Yes. Ended it once it started. 
33:Do you want to get married one day? Yes. 
34:What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed? Don't do it. 
35:Could you be in a relationship without sex? I can and have. 
36:Are you still a virgin? No. 
37:What's more important: Looks or personality? Personality. 
38:Do you enjoy love films? I do, very much so. 
39:Have you ever given anyone/received roses? Yes. 
40:Have you ever had a valentine? Ayup. 
41:What's your imagination of a "perfect date"? Jon and I's first date. 
42:Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"? Yep, more than once. 
43:What's more important: Your partner or your friends? Both. But obviously partner is ever so slightly more important. 
44:Would you consider yourself "romantic"? Hopeless romantic. 
45:Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? I am. Jon was a friend long before we ever got together. 
46:Have you ever been "friendzoned"? Yep. Kinda, sorta what with Asshat. 
47:Which "famous couple" is your favorite? I don't have one... I don't think I do.... 
48:What's your favorite love song? Right now, it's A Thousand Years. 
49:Have you ever broken someone's heart? Once. 
50:If you're single, why do you think you are? I'm not.... 
51:Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy? I'd rather have the nice guy. 
52:Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships? Depends on the person, 
53:Are you jealous of couples when you're single? Meh... used to be. 
54:How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)? It's not. 
55:Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"? Sometimes... I get clingy when I'm sick, or nervous. 
56:Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship? Me... no... the other person, hell yes. 
57:Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? Yeah. 
58:Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship? I like to switch back and forth. 
59:Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary? Nope, it's almost always the other way around. 
60:What's your opinion on open relationships? Meh, to each their own. 
61:Who's more important: Your partner or your family? Both, equally. 
62:How do you define "cheating"? Any sort of straying from your partner, be it physical, or mental. 
63:Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? Not at all, can make it even more interesting. 
64:Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?  A little bit. 
65:Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"? Oh, heck yesh. 

05 February, 2014

Yes, yet again, you are all tagged... have fun

200: My crush's name is: Jonathan
199: I was born in: Toledo, Ohio
198: I am really: Exhausted
197: My cellphone company is: Sprint
196: My eye color is: Brown
195: My shoe size is: 8
194: My ring size is: 8- 8.5
193: My height is: 5'5"
192: I am allergic to: Bees, Penicillin, grass, poison ivy, cat/ dog/ rabbit hair, more than half of the Bath and Body Works store, cottonwood/ ragweed....
191: My 1st car was: First car in my name is my '07 Saturn Ion
190: My 1st job was: Supervisor/ overseer at a farm
189: Last book you read:  The Last Romanov, haven't had much time to read lately.
188: My bed is: COMFY!!! >:D
187: My pet: Bast
186: My best friend: Martika and Jess
185: My favorite shampoo is: Hemp
184: Xbox or ps3: PS3
183: Piggy banks are: Fun
182: In my pockets: I don't have pockets currently
181: On my calendar:  A few days marked for days I picked up at work, birthdays, and our Valentine's couples massage
180: Marriage is: Something I want in the near future
179: Spongebob can: Jellyfish...
178: My mom: Is amazing and wonderful.
177: The last three songs I bought were? I don't even know anymore....
176: Last YouTube video watched: Raw. Vegan. Not Gross.... I may not be vegan, but I like the show.
175: How many cousins do you have? First cousins.... Um, I think 8....
174: Do you have any siblings? 3 younger brothers
173: Are your parents divorced? Both were, and then remarried to one another after respect divorces divorces from previous partners
172: Are you taller than your mom? Yep.
171: Do you play an instrument? Violin, a little guitar, and very poor piano
170: What did you do yesterday? I went to work... if you want to call it that
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: Not really
168: Luck: Meh, at times
167: Fate: YES
166: Yourself: Not as often as I should
165: Aliens: Yep
164: Heaven: Mhm
163: Hell: Yes
162: God: A higher being.... I don't necessarily call it God
161: Horoscopes: Not really
160: Soul mates: Yep
159: Ghosts: Yes
158: Gay Marriage: Sure
157: War: No really, but I know they happen
156: Orbs: Mhm
155: Magic: Ayup
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: Both..
153: Drunk or High: Neither
152: Phone or Online: Either one
151: Red heads or Black haired: Red-heads
150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
149: Hot or cold: A happy medium between the two ?
148: Summer or winter: Summer
147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn
146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
145: Night or Day: Night
144: Oranges or Apples: Apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: Neither to be honest
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Either one
140: Mac or PC: I love Mac, it's so much easier to use. Kinda regret selling my Mac for a PC
139: Flip flops or high heals: Barefoot!
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor
137: Coke or Pepsi: Regular Pepsi, but Cherry Coke
136: Hillary or Obama: NEITHER
135: Buried or cremated:  I have no idea right now
134: Singing or Dancing: Singing and dancing. xD
133: Coach or Chanel: Em... I have no clue
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: Who?
131: Small town or Big city: Somewhere in between would nice
130: Wal-Mart or Target: Target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam Sandler
128: Manicure or Pedicure: I'd love a manicure, butI can't have nails or varnish on them
127: East Coast or West Coast: Either one could be fun
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas, it means spending time with family
125: Chocolate or Flowers: Either one
124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney... oh my goodness.. Disney always
123: Yankees or Red Sox: Neither
[ Here's What I Think About ]
122: War: I don't like it, but I know that at times is necessary
121: George Bush: Meh...
120: Gay Marriage: Everyone should be able to have a legally recognized partnership that is also recognized by insurance companies and such
119: The presidential election: Pfft...
118: Abortion: Nope, sorry...  not talking about this
117: MySpace: Dead
116: Reality TV: Stupid
115: Parents: Love them to death
114: Back stabbers: Karma's a bitch, remember that
113: Ebay: I was addicted to it and Etsy at one point...
112: Facebook: I love it
111: Work: It's not the setting I want to be in, but for now it's a good start
110: My Neighbors: I've never met them
109: Gas Prices: They seriously need to go back to what they were when I was a kid
108: Designer Clothes: Why? I have more important things to spend money on
107: College: I want to go back and finish my nursing degree
106: Sports: What is this madness you speak of?
105: My family: Love them all, even if I tolerate a few of them at times.
104: The future: I dunno, I hope it's good
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: Around 1500 when Jon left for work
102: Last time you ate: Around 1930 or so
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: January, when I visited Toledo
100: Cried in front of someone: Saturday when I had a horrid migraine
99: Went to a movie theater: Christmas
98: Took a vacation: Pfft... failed Scotland trip in 2012 is probably the closest to a vacation I've had in years
97: Swam in a pool: Summer 2013
96: Changed a diaper: December 2013
95: Got my nails done: Back in August 2013
94: Went to a wedding: September 7, 2013
93: Broke a bone: Never have
92: Got a peircing: Febraruy 2013
91: Broke the law: Em, I go over the speed limit all the time
90: Texted: About an hour ago
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: Jon
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My parents
87: The last movie I saw: In theaters? The Hobbit... at home... Frozen
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: The day Jon decides to propose
85: The thing I'm not looking forward to:  I dunno
84: People call me: Rachael, Rach, Dove, Sissy, Artie, Spazz
83: The most difficult thing to do is: Get out of bed in the "morning"...
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Never have *knock on wood*
81: My zodiac sign is: Cancer
80: The first person I talked to today was: Jon
79: First time you had a crush: Kindergarten
78: The one person who I can't hide things from: Jon, Marti, and Jess
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Last night...
76: Right now I am talking to: Marti and Jon
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I'm a massage therapist
74: I have/will get a job: I have one
73: Tomorrow: I'm going to work
72: Today: I attempted to shovel the drive after getting stuck in the drive, and am currently dying from a migraine
71: Next Summer: Jon and I are going to the Mothman festival, again
70: Next Weekend: Jon's mother and Art are coming to visit :(
69: I have these pets: 3 cats
68: The worst sound in the world: Nails on chalkboard, metal scraping metal or metal scraping ceramic
67: The person that makes me cry the most is:  For the longest time it was Asshat
66: People that make you happy: Jon, Jess, Marti, Joshua, Luuk, and my parents
65: Last time I cried: Saturday during my migraine
64: My friends are: Awesome
63: My computer is: Kinda awesome, kinda crappy
62: My School: I don't have one anymore
61: My Car: is black, and shiny
60: I lose all respect for people who: Lie to me, are backstabbers, take advantage of me
59: The movie I cried at was: Pathetically, it was Phantom of the Opera
58: Your hair color is: Red
57: TV shows you watch: Game of Thrones, Once Upon a Time, Walking Dead, Doctor Who, Sherlock
56: Favorite web site: Facebook, YouTube, Pinterest, Tumblr and Blogger
55: Your dream vacation: Travel Europe
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: It's always been migraines
53: How do you like your steak cooked: Rare... occasionally med-rare
52: My room is: rather plain, I need to decorate
51: My favorite celebrity is: I have several
50: Where would you like to be: Somewhere warm
49: Do you want children: Yep
48: Ever been in love: I am
47: Who's your best friend: You've asked this already. Jess and Marti
46: More guy friends or girl friends: Kinda even
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Hehe... eheheh, heh.... coffee
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My parents
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: Kinda sorta
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Yep
41: Have you pre-named your children: I have ideas for names, but nothing set in stone
40: Last person I got mad at: Jon...
39: I would like to move to: I'd love to move to Europe, or the UK.... but I don't see that happening
38: I wish I was a professional: I am... professional massage therapist
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: Chocolate, caramel, and swedish fish
36: Vehicle: Corvette
35: President: Lincoln... or Jackson
34: State visited: I love Tennessee and Georgia
33: Cellphone provider: I don't have one
32: Athlete: Em... Marco Pantani
31: Actor: Ewan McGregor, Liam Neeson, Robin Williams, Gerard Butler
30: Actress: Jennifer Lawerence, Jennifer Morrison, Cate Blanchett, Liv Tyler
29: Singer: To many to count
28: Band: Too many to count
27: Clothing store: Don't really have one
26: Grocery store: Meijer or Kroger
25: TV show: See #57
24: Movie: Alien, Phantom of the Opera, Brave, Frozen, LoTR
23: Website: See # 56
22: Animal: Moose, Hedgehog, Llama, Kittens, Crows/ Ravens
21: Theme park: Disney World...
20: Holiday: Halloween
19: Sport to watch: Hockey, Figure Skating, Football ( the real kind), Racing ( cycling and NASCAR/ Formula 1)
18: Sport to play: Mario Kart xD
17: Magazine: I love Popular Science, Massage, and National Geographic
16: Book: I have sooooo many....
15: Day of the week: Friday
14: Beach: I have no idea
13: Concert attended: The first date Jon and I went on. Dethklok
12: Thing to cook: Spaghetti, or tacos
11: Food: Home cooked food, Oriental cuisine, Italian, and Mediterranean
10: Restaurant: Olive Garden, Jersey Mike's, Outback, and Schmidt's
9: Radio station: Don't really have one
8: Candle scent: Pine/ Balsam, Sandalwood, Frankincense, Amber... earthy scents
7: Perfume: Japanese Cherry Blossm, Opium, and Patchouli
6: Flower: Lily of the Valley, Peach colored roses, and lots of others
5: Color: Purple, Black, Green
4: Talk show host: I don't have one
3: Comedian: I have several
2: Dog breed: Probably German Shepard, Lab, or Irish Wolfhound
1: did you answer all these truthfully ? Ayup

04 February, 2014

Updated awesomeness ... yay? o.O

Well, we're done with the first month of the new year. So far so good. I'm more or less ok with how it's going so far. I wish I could get more hours at work, but that'll come as I get more experience and clients. But alas, such is life. Granted, I have been picking up a few hours for one of the other girls and even if it's only 3 hrs, it really does make the paycheck a little nicer, as do the tips. All in all, I can pay for my car and insurance, and still have a little leftover to cover groceries or something nice for myself or Jon.

Valentine's day is slowly approaching, I'm at a loss as to what to do/ get Jon. I want to do something nice for him, he's always been so wonderful to me. I was considering tickets to an Iced Earth concert ( in April), or going out to a nice supper and a movie. I dunno. Hopefully I'll think of something, and hopefully he does something nice for me too. Hopefully.

I've found that I have a relatively unhealthy addiction to the movie Frozen. Anytime there's nothing on tv lately, it's my go to movie. Not too bad I suppose, I could repeated watch The Phantom of the Opera (like I've never done that before) or Gone with the Wind. I just love the movie so much, catchy music, and lovable characters and I LOVE Elsa... absolutely adore her.

I made a horrible mistake... and my horrible, I mean wonderful mistake. I went to Easton Town Center... it has a LUSH store... I spent more than I should have, but it was wonderful. Bath bombs, and massage bars galore, ok, like 4 bath bombs, and one massage bar.. plus an awesome conversation with one of the employees which landed me free samples. Awesomesauce.

For those of you who actually still read this, I'm hoping to visit Toledo again in probably March. Sorry it's so far away. But I've picked up a lot of hours for the one girl at work, and I have things to do here. Plus, I have to budget the trip. The last one, was not so well budgeted and the last bit of the month was a little difficult, but I made it through more or less unscathed.

Other than that, it's been going well. Jon and I are strong as ever. Work adds a little tension, but we muscle through it all and are happier. It's nice to be able to be with him, to have him want me. Never thought I'd truly find that, I just thought I'd go through life being used and more or less abused. I can't express how happy I am that I don't ever have to worry about that with Jon, because I know he'd never do that.

But I think for now this is a good stopping point, I'm just rambling like I usually do. 

03 February, 2014

I think I answered them all.... I tag ALL of you to do this. Give me something to read. xD

1: What are you wearing? One of Jon's Slayer t-shirts and sweatpants.

2: Ever been in love? Yes, and am now.

3: Ever had a terrible breakup? Yes. Oh, my god, yes.

4: How tall are you? 5'5"

5: How much do you weigh? I'm not gonna say.

6: Any tattoos? Nope, not yet.

7: Any piercings? 8.. all in my ears.

8: OTP? I don't really have one.

9: Favorite Show? Game of Thrones, Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who, The Walking Dead and several others

10: Favorite bands? Too many to post here.

11: Something you miss? Old friends, some family members.

12: Favorite song? I don't really have just one favorite.

13: How old are you? 22

14: Zodiac sign? Cancer

15: Quality you look for in a partner? I'm just going to say Jon. He understands that no relationship is perfect, and is willing to work on it. I means a lot to me to know he's willing to work on things.

16: Favorite Quote? I have several favorites... but I love these ones "All that we see, or seem, is but a dream within a dream." Edgar Allen Poe

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. ---Chuck Palahniuk (Choke)

Give me sweet lies and keep your bitter truths-- Tyrion Lannister (A Storm of Swords- George R.R. Martin)

"I could die for you. But I couldn't, and wouldn't, live for you."
Ayn Rand (The Fountainhead)

17: Favorite actor? Emm.... I dunno... I like a lot, but don't really have a favorite. Maybe Ewan McGregor, Robin Williams, or Liam Neeson.

18: Favorite color? Purple, black, or green

19: Loud music or soft? ...both...

20: Where do you go when you’re sad? I usually either cuddle with Jon, or curl up on the sofa if I can't be with Jon and be alone.

21: How long does it take you to shower? 20-35 mins depending....

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? For work... to get dressed... about 2 mins... I have a uniform I have to wear.

23: Ever been in a physical fight? No

24: Turn on? Knowledge among other things

25: Turn off? Being overly cocky

26: The reason I joined Blogger? I guess I just wanted to metaphorically brain sneeze onto the internet. I needed a way to get my thoughts, feelings and opinions out. I wanted to record my life for the future but couldn't keep up a diary. I wanted to have people to open up to who wouldn't judge me and I wouldn't feel shy to talk to.

27: Fears? Being alone, being unloved/unwanted, or being told I'm not good enough

28: Last thing that made you cry? A horrible, horrible migraine on Saturday night

29: Last time you said you loved someone? This afternoon before Jon left for work.

30: Meaning behind your Blogger Name? It's my mishaps, and ramblings... my adventures and such.

31: Last book you read? The last one I actually finished was  The Last Romanov

32: The book you’re currently reading? The Lost Crown

33: Last show you watched? I'm watching Frozen... yet again.

34: Last person you talked to? Martika

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? He's the love of my life.

36: Favorite food? I love homecooking... and Italian food

37: Place you want to visit? Scotland ( and make it a good trip this time), Ireland, England, Russia, and Austria

38: Last place you were? Easton Town Center.... I needed a LUSH trip.

39: Do you have a crush? Ayup.

40: Last time you kissed someone? This afternoon before Jon left for work.

41: Last time you were insulted? Possibly last night... Jon said something and I took it the wrong way.

42: Favorite flavor of sweet? ...huh.. chocolate or caramel

43: What instruments do you play? Violin, a little guitar, and very poor piano

44: Favorite piece of jewelry? The necklace Jon got me for Christmas

45: Last sport you played? .... Um... Mario Kart. xD

46: Last song you sang? Let it Go from Frozen

47: Favorite chat up line? I don't have one

48: Have you ever used it?... nope

49: Last time you hung out with anyone? Other than Jon and the girls at work.... em last Sunday, we stopped in on Todd and Teresa

50: Who should answer these questions next? I’m going to leave this as an open tag :) If you read this you are tagged. Yes, you.