30 June, 2013

I like trains.... that is all

This is kinda going to be a rant. Sorry for that. It seems to be all I really do on here anymore. Oh well, It's my blog, I can blog about whatever the hell I want. xD

1) Why is it I do something nice for someone, and am promised payment; I always get walked all over and screwed over? I cleaned the house of a family "friend" and was promised $500 to do so, plus another $100 a month to come back a few times a month to spot clean. Needless to say, I have not been paid what is due to me. I haven't even received half of it. Then after two months of allowing these people to get their finances in order, they have the audacity to tell me that they don't spend money frivolously. I'm calling bullshit on that one. I know for a fact that EVERY time they leave the house to go out, they HAVE to but each of their three kids a new stupid toy. They are behind on rent payments, car payments, bills. And yet, they manage to have wifi, cable, iPhones and all this other unneeded crap. Yet, they can't pay for the things that are actually needed in life. The wife even told me that she'd pay me the last $20 in their account, and if their kids went hungry, then so be it. Who the fuck does that? Oh, I know... people who have no respect for themselves, others and are completely irresponsible. I honestly doubt that I'll ever see all the money they owe me, which means I'll have some lovely time spent in court with them. T-T

2) I've had several people lately tell me that I shouldn't be blogging about certain topics ever, or anymore. You know what? Screw that. I've had this blog since 2008, granted yes everything from before 2011 magically disappeared one day. But damn it, I've worked hard to somewhat keep this blog going, therefore, I shall blog about whatever the hell I want, when I want, and how I want. If you don't like that, there is an unsubscribe button.

3) I've gotten a lot of recent hate about my relationship with Jon. What the hell is that about? I mean really, do people seriously have nothing better to do? We've known one another almost 10 yrs and we've been together almost a year. Get the hell over it. Find someone else to bother.

4) The next person to tell me I need to try harder to find a job is going to get slapped. I put in applications every single day. Even on the days where I am dead tired. I babysit 3-4 days a week for 8+ hrs a day, then I come home and do the house work that no one else has time to do. I don't get paid to do any of that work, except mowing the lawn because that is actually not one of my designated tasks, that and mum/ dad both know how much sun I get when I do mow the lawn about kills my skin and causes headaches. So they "reward" me for that. Even after all that, I still after 3-4 hrs a sleep on a good night, I still wake up and apply to places, I go out and talk to people about getting jobs. So no one, unless they are me has any right at all to tell me I'm not trying hard enough.

5) I hate how much stress this whole move is causing. And what's worse, it's not even the actual move that's causing the stress. It's my father's overall reaction to it. He hates it, and because of that, he's making it a point to make everything he possibly can more difficult for me. Joy. :/

6) On a happier note... Here are these....

And I'm done.

25 June, 2013

My pathetic attempt at an update....

Time for an actual update I suppose. Not that I have too much to update on, life is kinda the same basic strong of events. But that's how it goes I suppose. 

I've managed to find a somewhat temporary babysitting job, nothing special, nothing wonderful. But it makes money, and I don't have to rely on mum and dad for everything. That's always a nice feeling, actually it's a wonderful feeling. 

I've found that my car is in desperate need of several repairs, more than I was expecting. Lovely. What's worse is I only have about two months to get it all fixed up, or at least running well before the move at the end of August.  Wish me luck on that one, because I'm seriously going to need it. 

Speaking of the move, it's getting so close. I still have so much to do, so much to plan and so much to pack. It's an excited feeling, and an unsettling one at the same time. I've gone thru and downsized a good portion of the things I own, granted not the books; I can't bring myself to part with my books. Books are my passion, give me money and I'm going to spend it on books, or music. xD But the move, that's what I was talking about, not my random obsession with books and music. 150 miles is going to be fun to move all the stuff I own, which in all honesty is either books, or clothes, and a cat. A cat that hates her carrying case... that'll be fun. 

Hmm, my mum came home from Texas, I can't remember if I've mentioned that since her return. 13 weeks without her here was really odd. And sadly, she's leaving again for a new job in Midland, Michigan. Which is nowhere near as far away as Houston, so that is a huge plus. Though, she'll be away more than likely when I finally make the move from Toledo to Columbus. :/ 

Meh, I don't know what else to update you all on. Like I said, life is kinda just the same as usual. There'll be more to say once August rolls around and I have a flurry of stress and such going on. xD 

12 June, 2013

Woot.. fun xD

Are you a virgin? No
One word describing your most pleasurable night? Gentle
His/her sexiest article of clothing? Does nothing count? xD
Are you in-love or is it lust? In-love, but there's quite a bit of lust there too
Do you share your fantasies? Yesh, very openly tbh
Do you want to give more or take more? Give and take equally xD
Have you ever kissed each other from head to toe? More or less, yeah
Have you been naughty or nice? Definitely both
His/her favorite place to be kissed? Neck
Ice cubes or hot wax? Ice cubes... wax kinda sounds painful >.<
Foreplay or roleplay? Foreplay
Lights on or off? On, off, dimmed... doesn't matter to me
Do you ever try on each other's underwear? No
Strawberries with whip cream or strawberries dipped in chocolate? Strawberries dipped in chocolate
His/her touch is............ gentle, but firm... o.o
Craziest place you ever got things heated? Emm... in a church... Yesh, I know.. going to hell for that.
Describe your last kiss? Gentle, sweet... it was a goodbye/goodnight kiss... what do you expect? xD
Is he/her the type to take home to meet your parents? He has, many times. 
Are you madly in-love? Yesh
His/her favorite position? Missionary, doggy style, and cowgirl. xD
Do you cuddle in bed naked with each other? Yep
His/ her best quality? His compassion
In between the sheets or on top? Doesn't matter

What turns you on most about him/her? The little smirk he gets, and his laugh.

03 June, 2013

Survey says.... #1

1. Did you wake up cranky? Not really... I actually slept well last night
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? No.
3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Meh, I kinda prefer an equal mix of both
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I do it all the time.
5. Can you commit to one person? Yesh.
6. How do you look right now? Frazzled...
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Shorts and a t-shirt
8. How often do you listen to music? As often as possible
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? I certainly hope a few things will change
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Kinda anti-social
12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I'd be utterly crushed and devastated...
13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yep
14. Can you drive a stick shift? I can... I need to get back in the practice of doing so, but yes I know how.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Pfft, not anymore I don't/
16. Are you going out of town soon? Eh, it all depends on my job situation.
17. When was the last time you cried? A few weeks ago.
18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yep.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Eh, I love my brown eyes... but I'd love to have either green or violet eyes. xD
20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Mow the lawn....
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Other than the fact that Jon's not around... the pollen is horrible and it makes me feel like crap
22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yesh.
23. Are you nice to everyone? Nope.
24. What are you sitting on right now? A chair o.O
25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I can , and have.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yep.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Jon
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not really.
29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? Nope
30. Does anyone hate you? I can think of at least two people who do/ might
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yesh
32. Do you like watching scary movies? I do
33. Are you a jealous person? I can be
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2011
35. Did you have a dream last night? Yep
36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? There are two, maybe three people
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I really hope so
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I know someone does
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? He might be, I dunno... he's probably still asleep. xD
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? It was an amazing day
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yesh
42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not really, no
43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Probably sex or cuddling on the sofa. xD
44. What’s the best part about school? Acquiring knowledge
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Ofc
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? A small group of us used to...
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Yep
48. Were you single over the last summer? Ayup. But that's ok, I'm soooooo much better off now.
49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Laundry and semi packing things I don't use often.
50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Very much so. 

It's been almost a month again... I'm so sorry.

It's been awhile since I late posted, sorreh... I was away with Jon for over two weeks. So, let's be honest, I'm not sorry at all.

Not a lot has happened lately. I mean other than my mum is due back from Texas in a little over two weeks now. Really excited for that, I've missed her a ton.

 Em, I've had a few outings with Jess and Keanu lately, both of which were a wonderful time, even if our original plans didn't work out. Hmm, I'll be moving at the end of summer to Columbus, that's finally been decided and more or less worked out. So excited for that. ^.^ Though, I'm pretty sure my cat may hate me after the 2.5 hour drive/ 150 mile trip from Toledo to Columbus.

My nephew's 1st birthday was celebrated recently, he's grown so much since I saw him last, it's kinda unbelievable. xD On top of that I got to see and spend time with my sister Marti. Which in all honesty, was very much needed.

Finished the book I've been trying to read for over four months finally. On to the next 900+ page book on my list. xD

Speaking of books, well actually more like shows based on books. Game of Thrones (awesome series btw), is a great show. Granted they do take/ have taken several liberties with it, but it's still a good show. I honestly recommend people read the books before watching the series. Now I say this because, several people I know who have not read the books and watch the show come to me freaking out about the show. Last night was no exception, in fact it was worse than normal. Last night's episode featured the Red Wedding, (click the link if you have no idea what I'm going on about), now those who haven't read the book freaked the feck out when this episode finally got to the scene, in a horrible manner. In fact, here's a general idea of my thought process on people who haven't read the books yet. But to each his own.

Eh, I'm done for now, I'll and post again later in the week. Maybe.